painfell: (✦ 03)
𝑮𝑹𝑰𝑺𝑺 ([personal profile] painfell) wrote in [community profile] sranks2023-02-15 11:38 pm

alear deserves better

( do we need a catchall?? too bad. catchall for alear and griss. )
lyration: (💍 thirteen)

obvs don't worry about this until your laptop's back but YEETS A THING FOR U

[personal profile] lyration 2023-02-26 05:12 am (UTC)(link)
[Alear didn't expect that she was going to have to eat some of her words anytime soon, but after finding and destroying one of the dragon shards, she supposes she has a lot to think about.

The battle against her other self was...strangely sobering in a way she didn't expect; knowing now, intimately, the hell that she went through. Everything she'd long forgotten, that she wanted to stuff aside to live as true to herself as possible. The end of this, all of this, one way or another is near, and Alear intends to see this through to the end. For her past self, for the future of everyone here, and for everyone's sake.

...Even so, for perhaps the rarest occurance in the world--Alear can't sleep for the life of her. Her mind keeps going back to the dull, monotone way of speaking her former self had--describing the deaths of her siblings like it was another day. At how she seemed to light up, and come alive at long last, with Lumera's help. At how Zephia...

Ugh. She's thinking too much about this. Alear leaves her chambers with barely a sound, thankful she hasn't awoken any of the others (Vander would certainly worry, as would Clanne and Framme) as she steps out into the cold air of the Somniel. And she walks, and walks, and walks, until the only thing keeping her company are the stars and...

...Oh, of course she'd wind up finding company out here this late at night--]


Griss? [She's not sure if she's surprised to find him out here, but--] What are you doing out this late?
lyration: (💍 thirteen)

[personal profile] lyration 2023-03-27 09:07 pm (UTC)(link)
[Her Mother's death wasn't exactly easy to face the second time, but at least Lumera was herself for those final moments while Alear held her hand. It was the sole solace she could take in all of this, and she's certainly not getting any now.

The medical bay is a little sparse in the Somniel, and the bed is not nearly as comfortable as her own, but she's been told she needs to rest before they can lead the charge to Sombron himself. Which isn't at all concerning, least of which because of the giant hole that looked like it was starting to form in the sky, but literally everyone has told her to lie down and Alear unfortunately has to comply.

...Not the least of which because Zephia seemed very keen to "test her worth" if she was really that ready to go, which definitely got Alear to acquiesce. She's damn threatening when she wants to be, and Alear has even more of a healthy dose of fear and respect for her after that.

But for now, the recovery process goes well, but boring as Alear watches life go on. It's boring, but the rest will at least be good enough to see her at full strength to face Sombron down.]


...At least it can't get any worse.

[Surely saying that won't cause any problems to arrive.]