sranks | we are the cursed we came from fire and ice

[Gods, Camilla is actively trying to make sure she doesn't choke here?]

I'm hardly judging for such a thing, my lord. If someone needs to be punched, then they ought to be; it's as simple as that. You could never be uncouth, my lord.

[camilla you fight people for fun, you don't get to talk like that

Still, Camilla listens and...well, quite frankly she looks quite like she wants to go out there and throw Linhardt in the pond. Her voice goes gentle, though.]

Of course, my lord. I will do such a thing gladly; I will not allow some dreadful man like him to attempt to ruin your family's good name.

[She'd kill him, really, and the thought of that should disgust her more than it does. It's not like he'd be missed; he's just a lazy brat of a noble who needs a wake up call, as far as she's concerned.]

What did he say to you?

[...Yeah, her tone is serious as hell at that. Does she need to pound him?]

[...Sometimes, Camilla is truly terrifying...]

He was adamant that a crest you may or may not possess would be worth researching and refused to back off on such a notion. It was highly rude - he was more than willing to get involved in affairs that are not his to insist on studying.

...I believe what made me... lose my temper in such an undignified way was how he was treating it. It was as though he thought you were nothing more than an experiment, something he should study and research and not a person. He had no care for your feelings or thoughts on the matter, only interested in what he could possibly learn.

I'm a bit surprised he's a noble, given just how unbecoming his pursuit of that knowledge was.

[He huffs a bit, but then settles.]

As I said, I do believe we've reached an understanding. I am still irritated with him, certainly, but I see no reason to pursue this any further. Should he continue to pester you, I will seek more drastic measures.

[maybe you can throw him in the pond then!!]

[She really is.........

Camilla absolutely listens, though, and even if she has a smile on her face...it's a tight smile. Needless to say, he's even worse than she thought, and that he could provoke her lord into hostilities by simply being aggressively himself--disregarding her like she was some sort of thing, and disregarding Lord Lorenz's feelings on the matter? Unforgivable.]

What a cur. That boy is nothing but a poor example to nobility everywhere, and a rude brat at that. He doesn't know the first thing about caring for anyone, much less treating people like human beings...

[Camilla takes a sip of tea to calm herself, before nodding her head at last.]

...Thank you, Lord Lorenz. For standing up for me so. I know such actions were not proper by any means, and as your servant, I should scold you, but...as your friend, it means very much to me that you would go beyond measure to do such a thing.

I do hope he has learned his lesson, however.

That is my hope as well.

And you needn't worry about scolding me, I doubt it possible for me to be more ashamed of my actions... Truly, I will need to spend quite some time reflecting on my position and duties as a noble. One should not let their emotions get the best of them and lash out in anger! Such a mistake is unthinkable...

[He sighs and takes a sip of tea, as if to steady himself.]

With that said, though, I cannot find fault in being supremely annoyed by his words. Though my actions were wrong, it isn't as though he was in the right for insulting you in such a way. I know you worry for me, but I promise you, I will not make any missteps like this again. I will learn to better control my temper.

[He doesn't usually have that much of one, anyway...]

[...It's good that he has the decency to be ashamed, but Camilla does worry that he's taking that far too much to heart. Then again, she knows better than anyone that Lord Lorenz is a perfectionist; he expects nothing less than that from himself. Nobility always does that...]

You shouldn't find fault in that. Linhardt could truly stand to learn some empathy for the people around him, instead of single-mindedly pursuing his own interests. Really, I fear what sort of things he could say to many of our other alumni, if he knew about them...

[Marianne, for starters. She doesn't have a crest as far as Camilla knows, but that girl hides herself away so much that she's likely gained some interest. To say nothing of Lysithea, who Camilla does worry over--white hair like that doesn't come naturally...

Deplorable. He's utterly deplorable.]

I know you will make no such mistakes again, my lord. You're not one who's temper runs very hot, to begin with; you have mastered keeping your head cool, in any situation.

So please...do not lose heart, my lord. Reflect upon it, but do not let it consume you.

[Camilla almost wants to reach out and pat his head again, in response to that--she's thankful that she doesn't, because she's occupied with her food and drink, but...this isn't so bad, really.]

Let us not focus on such...dreadful subjects, any longer. I think we've had enough doom and gloom to last us quite some time--would you not agree?

[He nods at her words, and his smile is relaxed as she offers to move on.]

Yes, I am in complete agreement. I can only hope things will get better from here - both in terms of our monthly missions as well as with our fellow classmates.

As I said, I will speak to Claude about today's incident, though I believe a dip in the pond is more than enough to get him to consider his actions. Aside from that, things haven't been all that dreadful, have they?

[He looks to her to confirm; no one else is giving her trouble, are they?]

Now that is something I can get behind.

[Camilla smiles easily, though she shakes her head when Lorenz asks that question.]

Oh no, not at all. No one else has been causing me any trouble in the slightest, really. If anything, I'm finding that I've been gaining some rather positive relations throughout my time here...within this house, and outside of it.

I assume it has been the same for you, my lord?

[Give her the deets!! Who have you been supporting!!]

I'm very pleased to hear it!

[And he is, it's really nice that Camilla's making friends... However, at that, Lorenz nods.]

I have. While my attempts to find a suitable partner have proved... rather unfortunate, I have at the very least made significant progress in befriending our fellow classmates.

[must you put it like that???]

Ferdinand and I have tea frequently, and he's been insistent on giving me riding lessons. I will admit that I haven't had nearly as much time for riding as I would like... so I intend to take him up on that.

Just the other day, Marianne agreed to share a cup of tea with me. You can imagine my surprise when she accepted! She was exceptionally quiet as usual, but she makes for a wonderful partner for such things; her taste in tea is also exquisite. I also happened across Ignatz at the market, and we spent quite some time discussing the variations of hues in paint and the proper application for oil paintings - though I will admit, I am woefully uneducated in such matters compared to him! And there's Hilda, who asked for my help with reorganizing a portion of the library - she gifted me roses in thanks! It was quite lovely...

And... [A frown.] Well, I suppose Claude hasn't been quite as much of a pain lately, with the exception of this stunt today, of course. We had a discussion about the state of the Alliance and though he was as aggravating as ever about it, he did have some good points regarding the border in Goneril territory... I must admit, for as idle as he may seem, he has a sharp mind. His tactics could very well earn him victories, were he ever required to implement them. It's been... interesting to get to know him a bit better over time.

[It's a bit reluctant, but it is praise, which is far better than he usually gets with regards to Claude. Honestly, he looks like he's not really sure what to do with that, so he quickly tries to move on.]

And what of yourself, Camilla?

[Camilla is more than happy to listen while she eats, ever attentive to the information from her lord--it's good to know both who can be trusted and who to look out for, after all. And it is interesting to hear what he thinks of these people; she hasn't had many interactions with Ferdinand, but she knows that he's someone who takes his noble birth very seriously. But to hear him speak of Marianne so highly, of Ignatz's interests, and of Hilda's generous gift...

And even hearing about Claude--which gets a bit of a surprised expression from Camilla--all of it gets her to smile, waiting until she's swallowed her current bite of food before speaking up.]

...You really have been opening up so well, my lord. It's so very wonderful to hear that you have been forging such wonderful friendships here. To know that Lord Ferdinand has been keeping you company and providing lessons for you is wonderful. And hearing that you've managed to get Lady Marianne to come out of her shell--and Ignatz as well? Even more so.

I may even have to concede that Claude being tolerable can only mean good things. I'm surprised that he was able to provide such insight to you, but...that is good. I'm glad that one day, you may be able to call such an aggravating man an acquaintance...perhaps, at least.

[Camilla gladly smiles when it's her turn, though.]

Well, Raphael has proven to be a rather lovely training partner for me, to start with! He has asked me to help him learn how to better cook as well, for the sake of his little sister...and really, how could I possibly say no? I must admit that it's been an interesting experience, but he's a fine young man. Caspar is another lovely training partner of mine, though he certainly has energy to spare in a fight...I'm almost saddened that I can't keep up with him in such a state.

I feel much the same about Felix, all be told, but we can at least talk while he trains. He's been staunchly refusing to fight me ever since we talked during the feast, but I do admit...his dedication to his craft is admirable. [Camilla's smile softens some.] I like hearing him talk about it...even if I want to go back to seeing him put it into action against me. I miss it.

And...I suppose most surprisingly, I've found Lord Hubert's company preferable. He certainly understands what being a servant entails, and just what sort of devotion must go into it. I wouldn't go as far as to say we're friends, or anything of the like, but...I do not mind him.

[He nods at her words, looking pleased. Even though Claude is... well, difficult is putting it lightly - even though he's a pain, they are getting to know one another better. He would call Claude an acquaintance at this point, not that he'll come right out and admit it, of course.

Camilla speaks of her interactions with the others as he sips his tea, his expression remaining as poised as it should be, but calm and open as well. It's really nice to hear that she's finding others with common ground, even if that common ground is typically sparring...]

I'm very pleased that you've found so many able training partners! As long as you're careful with it - and I'm sure you are - then it can only be beneficial.

[That last one, though...]

To be honest, I wasn't sure Hubert spoke to anyone who isn't Edelgard. I'm a bit surprised the two of you get along. Not that it's a bad thing, of course!

[He relaxes a bit and takes another sip of tea.]

...It truly is wonderful to see you pursuing your passions here, Camilla. I'm very happy that you've found friends here.

[He knows better than to think he can provide everything Camilla needs and wants, so knowing that others can fill those gaps really does make him happy.]

Oh, it is. Incredibly so, which is why I truly can't wait to be all nice and healed...

[Fighting is life, okay. It's easier to find common ground with people who solve their problems with their fists, rather than their words!!

...Of course, Lorenz's comment about Hubert gets a bit of a chuckle from Camilla, though it isn't unkind.]

His dedication to Her Highness is akin to my dedication to you, all be told. He has a simple desire to serve his liege, and truly, I find such a thing admirable. But no, you're right--it isn't such a bad thing.

[...I mean it probably is because they're both the worst kind of echo chamber, but then again, Lorenz is befriending Ferdinand--]

As am I with you, my lord. It is rather nice to get to know the people here, and to understand them better, I admit. They're all so incredibly unique...and it is nice, to have acquaintances. And even friends.

[sometimes you just want to yell into an echo chamber??? it's totally fine.]

It is. I'm very pleased we have the opportunity to get to know the others - not because of their lineage or noble status, but rather because they are all incredibly fascinating individuals.

[He thinks he can see why his father was so fond of his time here. Garreg Mach seems so far removed from the rest of the world. It's nice, to be able to spend some time here and learn more about combat and the people here, all while being treated as though they're truly equals.

That's the sort of thought that can never leave his head, so it doesn't. But his smile is easy as he sets the empty teacup down.]

I'm very happy you're here with me. It's wonderful to see you enjoying yourself!

[it's totally fine!! no problems here at all!!]

That is true. There really is no other place like Garreg Mach...where the nobility and common folk alike can intermingle without care. Everyone truly is on an equal level, and it's quite...nice, really.

[It would have been hard to adjust, she realizes, if she had ever been here on her own.]

I may almost miss is, when we graduate. Along with the people we--ah, my lord, let me get you another cup prepared.

[Camilla finishes her own tea, and will gladly pour another cup for Lorenz if he wants--she's been keeping track of his cup, after all.]

But...yes, I am happy. I may miss these people when we graduate, but that is fine; the experience alone will be fulfilling enough, and then I shall be able to serve you even better than before.

Of course, thank you.

[Her words are as much of a comfort as the next cup of tea, and that smile doesn't leave his face.]

It will be strange to leave once we've graduated. We may not see many of them again. I will have plenty of duties to attend to, and I imagine keeping Claude in check is going to be an exasperating affair... But I suppose I'm not dreading it quite as much as I was when we started here.

[Claude is difficult, and he would still greatly prefer it if House Riegan would relinquish his claim as their heir, but if that is what comes to pass, then he will be prepared to handle it. Their future is bright, and even if he has to rein Claude in, he's sure they can bring about an excellent future for the Alliance.]

[Camilla takes care of her own nearly empty cup once she's finished taking care of Lorenz's, sitting back down easily and listening to him. It does sadden her that she may never seen some of these people again, but...that is simply the way it must be, so she can deal with it.

...Of course, Camilla does chuckle a bit at her lord's words.]

Oh, it likely will be, knowing him. If anyone is best suited for the task, however, it is you.

[Camilla's smile is a bit brighter, though, before she takes a sip of tea--]

Careful now, they might accuse you of actually liking him at this rate~

[...Okay, that's teasing in a way Camilla never usually gets, but she's only going to do it the once and take a sip of tea like that didn't happen--]

[The smile immediately shifts into a frown and Lorenz huffs.]

Impossible, as though I could ever like such an uncouth man? Really, they would have to be blind to assume such a dreadful thing! I will not tolerate such blatant attacks on my character!

[lorenz honey you ain't slick]

[...Well, Camilla feels a little bad for the teasing now, but she does bow a bit at the table and bring the tea cup up to hide her lips some.]

Of course, my lord. My apologies for teasing.

[...]

Stranger things have happened, however. Perhaps it would not be so terrible to consider it, if he proves more tolerable--you could certainly teach him a thing or two about being properly prepared for his station, couldn't you? And he might be more inclined to listen, if you did such a thing...that is simply my thoughts, however.

[Like, she dislikes Claude as much as the next person, but...maybe having him as an ally wouldn't be so bad.]

...Hmph.

[The huff is definitely undignified, and he takes a sip of tea as if to steady himself before he finally manages a response that isn't so defensive.]

I'm not irritated with you, Camilla. Merely irritated at the idea that anyone could ever think...

[He trails off there, then shakes his head. That's not the point.]

I... do agree that Claude's manners and all of his noble bearing are in need of some work. It would be best for me to take the task myself, as I cannot imagine saddling Hilda with such a burden.

[...this is just an excuse to spend more time with claude, isn't it.]

[...Oh no, that's precious...

Camilla does listen to him, though, using that cup very well to hide that tiny smile that's blooming on her face...]

Yes, Lady Hilda has all manner of problems of her own to deal with...I imagine she would appreciate the ease that comes with a burden being taken off of her back.

[have neither of you two realize she is playing the fuck out of you...oh my god........]

With a dignified hand guiding him down the right path...don't you agree that the future of the Alliance would be even brighter?

[this is so an excuse but. camilla is absolutely going to encourage it! ...it's for the future of the alliance, really it is]

Certainly. It would be most rude to saddle her with another task! She always has so much to do, after all...

[when will they ever figure it out........]

Yes, that is true. He's going to need someone to keep his schemes in check. I suppose if there are no other options... that task falls to me. Very well. I shall endure, for the sake of the Alliance.

[you are fooling no one]

[never. absolutely never]

I know you shall do so well, my lord. If there is anything I can do to assist in easing any burdens brought on by this, do let me know.

[She'll gladly throw him in the nearest lake!!

but god yeah, no, you're not fooling anyone lorenz. you like him, admit it]

Hmhm...but hopefully, his progress shall please you, once you start setting him on the right path.

Of course, Camilla. I won't hesitate to let you know when to toss him into the pond again.

[because we both know it's gonna happen.]

I do hope he'll be less of a pain once I've stressed just how important this is... But my hopes aren't all that high. I imagine he'll continue to vex me at every turn.

[it so is, and camilla is prepared!!]

It's quite likely. Claude is a rather stubborn individual when push comes to shove, and an utterly cagey one at that...but I do fear that I do not know as much about him as you do. I have, for the most part, preferred to keep my distance...

You may yet know the best way to get him to listen to you.

I don't blame you. He is an insufferably difficult person to pin down. It is only because I have spent so much time with him that I have any idea of how to handle his antics. [huff!!] I will endeavor to get him to listen, though I'm not sure how successful I'll be. Claude is not an idiot, so I'm sure he will listen to reason at some point.

[...lorenz, you ain't helping your case there]

And I'm sure you'll handle them with grace, Lord Lorenz.

[...]

If worse comes to worst and he doesn't listen to actual reason, there is always reason magic...

[CAMILLA]

we are the cursed we came from fire and ice

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