![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
![[community profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/community.png){kind=small}
we're flying through the night
[There are a lot of things Hubert knows for certain.
He knows that Lady Edelgard will take the throne and usher in a new era for Fódlan. He knows that his duty is to serve Lady Edelgard, regardless of personal cost. He knows that he would do anything and everything for her. He knows that his entire being is devoted to her, completely. He knows that nothing can stand in the way of her conquest or of his devotion.
He also knows that he's been coughing up flower petals for exactly a week now.
Hanahaki Disease is certainly not uncommon in the monastery; most of them are a bunch of stupid teenagers, it certainly isn't surprising that several of them have managed to find themselves developing feelings for someone. Such a stupid, pointless thing should have been limited to the dumb teenagers who have nothing to worry about but grades and their stupid, pointless feelings for one another.
This shouldn't be happening to someone like him. Perhaps he would be taking the situation more seriously if his feelings were for Lady Edelgard - although a situation like that is a bit horrifying to imagine. He would never betray her trust in such a way. He loves her, certainly. But not like that. That would only cause problems.
No, these feelings have come from someone else; someone entirely unexpected.
Marianne.
It's been four months since they met. In truth, he doesn't recall much of their first interaction. Claude had called Lady Edelgard over (which meant he had come with her) to introduce the others in his house as they ate breakfast. All he can remember is assessing the individuals to see if any of them could potentially be useful to the future Empress or if they could pose a threat. Marianne hadn't stood out at the time.
She hadn't stood out much when they'd first ended up talking either. It had been during some downtime, when she was tending to the animals and he was doing his usual patrols around the grounds. He'd startled the horses she was tending to so badly it had taken her quite a long time to calm them down. He had lingered a bit - curiosity compelling him to stay and watch - but he doesn't recall much of their conversation that day. Marianne was just as quiet as he had figured.
They met a few times like that, where she took care of the horses and pegasi and he watched. Despite being the most intimidating student in the academy (because he was certainly more intimidating than Dedue), she had let him remain there without much in the way of commentary.
Eventually, she ended up joining their class. Professor Byleth is certainly a skilled instructor (despite their lack of experience in teaching), so it was no surprise that Marianne had eventually left the Golden Deer to join up with them. Not that he's really aware why Marianne had joined - he hasn't asked her. It's the most logical conclusion, though.
From there, they were set to stable duty together. He'd tried to get the professor to change their mind and stick him with Lady Edelgard, but they had refused to budge. Lady Edelgard also seems to be fine with her current job with Dorothea, so he supposes he can't complain too much... Even so, it's left him with a lot of time to get to know Marianne.
Oh, sure, they don't really talk that much. At first, it was difficult to work with her. She was so quiet and he was completely inexperienced at tending to animals, and the whole thing was a mess. But eventually she started explaining how and why she was doing things to help calm the animals, and while they certainly don't like him, they're beginning to warm up a bit.
He would have just left it at that, and maybe this whole Hanahaki disaster wouldn't have happened. But instead, he decided he needed to be three steps ahead - as always - and asked Marianne to teach him to ride. A horse, of course, he wouldn't dare get near a wyvern or a pegasus. Hopefully no one was aware of that little problem.
Marianne had agreed, and riding lessons have been going surprisingly smoothly. Hubert was taught to ride as a child, but his mastery of horses is... lacking. Desperately lacking. If he has to fight on horseback, he'll definitely die. So learning to train a horse and teach it to respond to his commands is important, and Marianne has been helping tremendously.
Well, she was helping. Before the whole Hanahaki disaster thing.
He hasn't seen her in three days. Not that he's avoiding her. Or keeping track of the days. No, that isn't it at all. It's just that he's been terribly busy with Lady Edelgard's plans - they still can't do anything just yet, but every step is another one closer to her victory. It's slow-going, but it's a necessity.
In truth, he's been distant from everyone, even her. He has work to do, certainly. But he also has to keep these stupid petals to himself so no one finds out. Admitting that he has a problem sounds like a horrible idea. It would just cause Lady Edelgard to worry and the other students of the Black Eagles house to tease him mercilessly. So no, he won't do that. Once he has the time, he'll simply track down Professor Manuela and make her remove this stupid thing. The memories he'll lose don't matter to him.
(Never mind that he could do this at any point and waiting only makes it worse.)
Today isn't really any better than any of the days before it. He can usually get through the days with only two coughing jags, and he's been lucky enough to hide it from everyone. Today continues that trend - but only barely.
It strikes him when he's in the library, searching through financial records for information that could assist Lady Edelgard. The near-choking feeling hits him suddenly, and he coughs up more than a handful of delicate, white petals. The fact that they're still white is good - it hasn't been long enough to risk staining them red. Perhaps that's the one good thing about this - at least he's coughing up light-colored petals.
Linhardt is in the library, but even the rough, nearly-pained sounds of coughing up flower petals isn't enough to wake him. Hubert can be thankful of that much, but he's certainly not wasting any more time in here. He puts the books away, grabs the petals, and leaves. Hubert heads back to his room in a hurry, those petals clutched tightly in hand so no one will see them. No one can know about this.
...He's missed a single petal, but surely that isn't important.]
He knows that Lady Edelgard will take the throne and usher in a new era for Fódlan. He knows that his duty is to serve Lady Edelgard, regardless of personal cost. He knows that he would do anything and everything for her. He knows that his entire being is devoted to her, completely. He knows that nothing can stand in the way of her conquest or of his devotion.
He also knows that he's been coughing up flower petals for exactly a week now.
Hanahaki Disease is certainly not uncommon in the monastery; most of them are a bunch of stupid teenagers, it certainly isn't surprising that several of them have managed to find themselves developing feelings for someone. Such a stupid, pointless thing should have been limited to the dumb teenagers who have nothing to worry about but grades and their stupid, pointless feelings for one another.
This shouldn't be happening to someone like him. Perhaps he would be taking the situation more seriously if his feelings were for Lady Edelgard - although a situation like that is a bit horrifying to imagine. He would never betray her trust in such a way. He loves her, certainly. But not like that. That would only cause problems.
No, these feelings have come from someone else; someone entirely unexpected.
Marianne.
It's been four months since they met. In truth, he doesn't recall much of their first interaction. Claude had called Lady Edelgard over (which meant he had come with her) to introduce the others in his house as they ate breakfast. All he can remember is assessing the individuals to see if any of them could potentially be useful to the future Empress or if they could pose a threat. Marianne hadn't stood out at the time.
She hadn't stood out much when they'd first ended up talking either. It had been during some downtime, when she was tending to the animals and he was doing his usual patrols around the grounds. He'd startled the horses she was tending to so badly it had taken her quite a long time to calm them down. He had lingered a bit - curiosity compelling him to stay and watch - but he doesn't recall much of their conversation that day. Marianne was just as quiet as he had figured.
They met a few times like that, where she took care of the horses and pegasi and he watched. Despite being the most intimidating student in the academy (because he was certainly more intimidating than Dedue), she had let him remain there without much in the way of commentary.
Eventually, she ended up joining their class. Professor Byleth is certainly a skilled instructor (despite their lack of experience in teaching), so it was no surprise that Marianne had eventually left the Golden Deer to join up with them. Not that he's really aware why Marianne had joined - he hasn't asked her. It's the most logical conclusion, though.
From there, they were set to stable duty together. He'd tried to get the professor to change their mind and stick him with Lady Edelgard, but they had refused to budge. Lady Edelgard also seems to be fine with her current job with Dorothea, so he supposes he can't complain too much... Even so, it's left him with a lot of time to get to know Marianne.
Oh, sure, they don't really talk that much. At first, it was difficult to work with her. She was so quiet and he was completely inexperienced at tending to animals, and the whole thing was a mess. But eventually she started explaining how and why she was doing things to help calm the animals, and while they certainly don't like him, they're beginning to warm up a bit.
He would have just left it at that, and maybe this whole Hanahaki disaster wouldn't have happened. But instead, he decided he needed to be three steps ahead - as always - and asked Marianne to teach him to ride. A horse, of course, he wouldn't dare get near a wyvern or a pegasus. Hopefully no one was aware of that little problem.
Marianne had agreed, and riding lessons have been going surprisingly smoothly. Hubert was taught to ride as a child, but his mastery of horses is... lacking. Desperately lacking. If he has to fight on horseback, he'll definitely die. So learning to train a horse and teach it to respond to his commands is important, and Marianne has been helping tremendously.
Well, she was helping. Before the whole Hanahaki disaster thing.
He hasn't seen her in three days. Not that he's avoiding her. Or keeping track of the days. No, that isn't it at all. It's just that he's been terribly busy with Lady Edelgard's plans - they still can't do anything just yet, but every step is another one closer to her victory. It's slow-going, but it's a necessity.
In truth, he's been distant from everyone, even her. He has work to do, certainly. But he also has to keep these stupid petals to himself so no one finds out. Admitting that he has a problem sounds like a horrible idea. It would just cause Lady Edelgard to worry and the other students of the Black Eagles house to tease him mercilessly. So no, he won't do that. Once he has the time, he'll simply track down Professor Manuela and make her remove this stupid thing. The memories he'll lose don't matter to him.
(Never mind that he could do this at any point and waiting only makes it worse.)
Today isn't really any better than any of the days before it. He can usually get through the days with only two coughing jags, and he's been lucky enough to hide it from everyone. Today continues that trend - but only barely.
It strikes him when he's in the library, searching through financial records for information that could assist Lady Edelgard. The near-choking feeling hits him suddenly, and he coughs up more than a handful of delicate, white petals. The fact that they're still white is good - it hasn't been long enough to risk staining them red. Perhaps that's the one good thing about this - at least he's coughing up light-colored petals.
Linhardt is in the library, but even the rough, nearly-pained sounds of coughing up flower petals isn't enough to wake him. Hubert can be thankful of that much, but he's certainly not wasting any more time in here. He puts the books away, grabs the petals, and leaves. Hubert heads back to his room in a hurry, those petals clutched tightly in hand so no one will see them. No one can know about this.
...He's missed a single petal, but surely that isn't important.]
no subject
He presses a kiss to the corner of her mouth as if to make up for it. Or maybe it's to tease her further. Either way works.]
You're very cute, you know. I look forward to seeing more of your hidden bold nature in the future.
[Okay, he's definitely teasing now.]
no subject
I--you're--
[...Yeah no, if he doesn't stop her she's gonna bury her red face in her hands and even if there's the hint of a smile on her face, Marianne is just. Embarrassed as fuck.]
I-I'm not sure 'cute' is the right word--
no subject
You're free to argue, but I'm afraid it's not very convincing right now.
no subject
[It's a weak protest, but Marianne finally opens her hands a little bit to peek at Hubert some with a smile on her face.]
H--How would you feel if I c--called you cute...?
[she's. she's trying so hard]
no subject
I'd have to question your taste. I don't believe it's possible for someone like me to be considered cute.
[He sounds really damn amused at the idea, honestly...]
no subject
Marianne goes back to hiding her face in her hands, just. Trying not to scream externally. Internally? Nothing but screaming, babey.]
I-I...I disagree, but...
[...sigh.]
You shouldn't question it. I-I like you, after all, and I...I think you're...um...
[Great, now her face is heating up worse, and the ending to that comes out as a squeak more than a word.]
handsome.
no subject
...Well, you have my thanks.
[He's. He's trying real hard not to go pink, but it's a losing battle. The openly confused expression is probably a damn good indicator of how caught off-guard he is by something as simple as that.]
no subject
Marianne winds up giggling a bit, peeking to open her eyes and see Hubert's expression at his rather openly shocked words. Her hands finally come down from her face and she seems happy, at any rate.]
It's...only the truth, Hubert. That's all.
[Marianne's far too kind to tease, but at least they're suffering together now!!]
no subject
[It's. It's fine?? This is fine. A little embarrassing, but kind of nice too...]
Ah, it is starting to get late... Would you care to run through it again so I can instruct you on the dip?
[He's already taking a step back so he can get a better look at her form, which is definitely not an excuse to get away from being embarrassed, nope!!]
no subject
[Marianne feels a little more embarrassed at that, but she'll not her head and get into proper leading position again, before beginning the routine. It does seem that she's got it down pat, at the very least...
She will look to him for guidance on the dip, however.]
I think I'm ready to give it a try...
no subject
For the dip, you'll want to do it like this...
[He demonstrates, though he does hum the tune this time so she knows where it goes in the music and for how long it lasts before he resettles, folding his arms.]
Give it a try. Don't lean too far forward, and don't stay down for too long.
no subject
Okay, that seems simple enough...I'll try my best.
[Marianne gets into the steps, and she continues to do well--the dip itself starts off pretty well, Marianne attempting to lean in, but it swiftly goes to disaster when she loses her footing and proceeds to lose any and all balance with a small yelp--
can we get an f in the chat for marianne, because damn]
no subject
Hubert isn't the quickest in their class, but his reaction time is always very good and he's close enough to be able to reach out and grab her arm before she can hit the floor. His grip is a bit tight even as he helps steady her.]
Are you all right?
no subject
I'm okay, I just...I lost my footing there for a moment...
[Marianne looks away, sheepishly.]
I think I went a little too low, maybe.
no subject
[And since she's been watching him for guidance, that probably isn't helping either... Given his height, he does tend to dip lower than most...]
Would you like to try it again...? We could always continue these lessons at another point, if you'd prefer.
[He's admittedly not sure how here she is for picking herself up and trying again after nearly landing on the floor from that display.]
no subject
[...Yeah, the height absolutely didn't help. Marianne wrings her hands a little bit before shaking her head.]
I...I think that's good. For tonight. I'm...really thankful that you helped me--I'm sure I'll be able to get it with a bit more practice.
[Marianne's kind of. Yeah, not here for continuing after that. Maybe it'd be best to give it a rest...]
...I should be going, though. It's getting a little late. Hopefully nobody is out and about...
[Or...gonna attempt knocking on the door, there was not one knock and if Ferdinand tries something now, it'll be just their luck.]
no subject
[He heads over to the door to unlock it and then poke his head out, listening for the telltale sign of footsteps or voices. The hallway is completely empty - the most he can hear are some sounds from some of the nearby rooms as their fellow students settle in for the night. It seems it's a little later than he thought...]
The coast is clear. Would you like me to escort you back to your room?
[Not that he needs to, and that does open up the possibility of them being caught, but he offers it anyway.]
no subject
Dear goddess, thank you for this blessing... [Marianne's prayer is hushed, but she looks to Hubert with a bit of a smile after that.] ...I'd like that. Let's go, then.
[Her hands unclasp, and well...she'll hold out her hand for him, then, hoping to take it.]
no subject
...He'd rather not think about it right now.]
Of course.
[He takes her hand easily, lacing their fingers together without thought.
It isn't as though it's a long way back to Marianne's room, but he's perfectly content to hold her hand the whole way there, if she'll allow it.]
no subject
Either way, Marianne's more than glad to not let go until they've reached her room; it's not a far walk, but it is nice to have him by her side like this. Maybe they won't have to keep their relationship mostly a secret one day, but...
For now? This is nice.]
...Thank you for walking me back. I'll see you tomorrow.
[She doesn't make to go for the door yet, but she'll wait until he does. She'd...rather he not see her room, after all...]
no subject
[...]
Feel free to let me know if you need any further instruction.
[He doesn't want to pull away, but he does. It's only proper to let her go without lingering for too long. Even so, once he's let go of her hand he gives her a proper bow before leaving. It's not easy to turn around and walk back to his room, but there's something really nice about knowing that he'll see her tomorrow, and every day after, at least until...
Well, it's better not to think too much about it right now.]