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sranks2024-12-16 11:17 pm
metaloverlord) wrote in sranks2024-12-16 11:17 pm
ROLLING AROUND AT THE SPEED OF SOUND
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Perhaps it was a critical mistake to assume that any "death" of his in this world wouldn't matter. After all, he isn't organic, like so many of the other beings brought here. Would he be brought back in the same way they are? There's been no information on other robotic beings brought to this world that he could find. There's no other test cases. So if Sonic is right, and if his complete destruction here means that he can't come back through magic like the rest of them can...
Then would he still be Neo Metal Sonic, if he was remade by someone else?
Theoretically, someone with the correct knowledge would be able to rebuild his core components, thus restoring his databanks and memory. With the same knowledge and memories then yes, he would have to be the same person. But Eggman - for all his many flaws - is a genius. Though Sonic's companion Tails may eventually grow to match the man in intelligence, even he cannot possibly do what Eggman could, which includes building - or in this case rebuilding Metal Sonic. So what are the odds that someone else here would have the correct knowledge, because neither Sonic nor Neo himself could provide it?
There are hundreds of thousands of other worlds out there. Perhaps someone could be found that could repair him. But it's equally likely that they couldn't.
This is going in circles. It is pointless to speculate on it, because it didn't happen. He is still in peak condition, and he has the means to repair most problems that could arise; it was one of the first things he did on arriving here. So all of this is pointless.]
Why does it matter? It would only be beneficial for you to rid yourself of me permanently.
[And that's... a good question, really. He hasn't forgotten Sonic's words from earlier, but surely even an idiot (like Sonic) can see that his life would be much easier without Neo around.]
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There's a lot of things that Sonic could say to that, and perhaps for once in his life, Sonic's mouth doesn't immediately open to form some witty retort. Mostly because it involves addressing actual feelings, and while Sonic's always been a guy who wears his heart on his sleeve, it's...
Is it really fair to Metal, who's never had his own life to lead? To keep impressing his own feelings on him like this, when the robot hasn't had anything to call his own? This is way too much thinking for Sonic to be doing, and part of him just wants to flounce out of this conversation and pretend it never happened. They can go back to hating each other and being rivals, and maybe eventually, things will go back to the way they should be.
...But is keeping this from Metal fair, either? Gah. Sonic hates thinking about this. He doesn't think, he feels.]
...What do you want me to say here? That I think you should go and die because it'd make my life easier? Is that what you want to hear?
[Sonic sounds so tired. Metal can probably smell the burning coming out of Sonic's ears from overthinking. Ugh, how does Metal do this?]
Because that ain't it at all.
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And then Sonic goes and says that and Neo considers throwing him out the window.]
Why...
[The sound he makes is something like a crackle of static.]
Why don't you see me the same way I see you? Am I not enough of a threat to you? Am I still that far beneath you?
[There's no more heat in the words at all, despite the fact that there really should be some considering the subject matter. He's just downright baffled because this doesn't make sense. Sonic should hate him for what he's done, what he's capable of, and what he will do in pursuit of his goal.
...Sorry for forcing you to have a thought, except he's not sorry at all, get used to it.]
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[Sonic pauses for a moment. Coughs a little bit, because he's been doing a lot of talking, and it is still agitating his injuries whether he wants to admit it or not. He's more than willing to admit that yeah, Metal does match him in a lot of ways, and that he continues to push him harder and harder--hard enough to make things fair, at least.
It doesn't hurt Sonic's pride to say that, not really, at least. He'll always keep pushing to be better, but it's...]
Why do you want me to hate you so bad, huh?
[ah yes, it's like two wobbuffets using mirror coat on each other
...But no, Sonic's genuinely having a hard time trying to properly put any of this to words, stop making him think asshole???]
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...This conversation is completely pointless. They aren't getting anywhere with it. That's made all the more clear when Sonic dodges his question and asks one of his own, and Neo's almost petty enough to do the same in return, except...]
Because that's what makes sense.
[That leaves him before he can put a stop to it. The downsides of having your voice attached to your brain is that sometimes the words happen without you really preparing to loose them into the world. Whoops.]
We are enemies - that's all we've ever been and all we ever will be, regardless of the circumstances of this world. My primary objective is to destroy you. I will pursue this until you lie dead.
[And yet... his programming also said he should remain loyal to Doctor Eggman. He's already proven he can change his programming if he really desires. He cast aside that loyalty in pursuit of his primary objective, but today he denied that objective. Today he saved Sonic despite every single piece of programming and line of code dictating that he should do otherwise.
Neo Metal Sonic is a product of that code.
...Isn't he?]
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...Sonic knew this, and it still stings a bit to hear. But perhaps surprisingly, it actually gets him to laugh a bit. It almost sounds...bitter.]
Hey, as long as it's your decision to do so, then that's cool. I can accept that.
[...]
You deserve a life that's your own to pursue, no matter where it takes you. I mean...I'd like it if it was away from the Egghead, sure, but even if it's only for now, you're free to do what you want. You could even kill me right now, if you wanted. I'm kinda surprised you haven't. Here I am, weak and bedridden from doing something stupid, and you haven't even gone for the clear shot in front of you.
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Neo's turned back around and closed the distance between them in a heartbeat again, claws going for the hedgehog's throat.
...And yet.
Sonic will not die in this world. He will come back. It's pointless to kill him. Neo will not truly prove he's superior, that he's the real Sonic, if the real one just returns to life like nothing happened.
Sonic, for some inexplicable reason, wants him to live his own life, regardless of what it may entail. Even if it means killing him. The complete lack of self-preservation is baffling enough on its own, but knowing that his counterpart wants something so... so organic for him is just baffling.
Neo's claws click together as he snaps his hand into a fist. He doesn't stab Sonic.
Instead, he turns to leave. There aren't any words to explain anything that just went through his head or why he won't kill Sonic, because frankly, he's not even sure how he's explaining it to himself. So what if he comes back after death here? That just gives him ample time to ensure that the death sticks back home. He has time to prepare and plan for the perfect moment, the one that Sonic won't see coming. He has time to fight, to find those weaknesses that he can exploit and study all the data he can gain from combating Sonic over and over and over again.
He's known this since he first heard it. And yet he never once considered it, and even went so far as to save his loathsome copy.
Asking why is pointless, now. It's over and done with. Just like this conversation.
Neo turns on his heel and storms off, not even bothering to shut the door behind him. So what if it's his apartment? He hardly needs to rest, and he can obtain more supplies to attend to his upkeep elsewhere. He just... He needs to get away from this. He's put entirely too much processing power into questions that don't matter and what-ifs that won't happen.
Who cares about what Sonic the hedgehog wants for him? He certainly doesn't.]
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Part of him knows he won't die. Neo wouldn't have gone this far if he actually intended to do something. He could just put a hole in Sonic or do all sorts of things, and...
Yet, he doesn't. Sonic opens his eyes as he watches Neo go out of his own apartment, and that bitter laughter comes out of him again. How stupid of him. It's his apartment, he should have just told Sonic to get out. Why didn't he?
...
Why does it...hurt, almost?
Sonic's not going to worry about that. There's a world that needs saving, and he's still got recovering to do on his own terms. He doesn't even care that he's walking wobbly at this point as he gets out of Neo's bed, forcing himself into the long walk back to his own apartment.
It's a shame, but it's Neo's decision at the end of it all.]