[Mondo's eyes widen at that, but he thankfully manages to keep his mouth shut until Sayaka continues. He wants to throw something or yell or do something because that's not fair. Why the hell is Sayaka forced to endure this again as well? She didn't actually kill anyone! Though maybe that doesn't come into play at all, in whatever this cursed version of hell is.
Slowly the tension leaves him as he works through his thoughts on it. It's truly unfortunate that Sayaka's experiencing it too, but... at least he's not the only one. That thought sickens him and Mondo shakes his head.
...Then he realizes that looks like it was in response to her question and immediately backtracks.]
It's— Yeah, I'm... I'm fine.
[He's not sure he is, really. He hasn't processed it. Hell, of course he hasn't - he hasn't even come to terms with what happened to Fujisaki, let alone what happened recently. Though in some sick, twisted way, it's almost better that he killed Kuwata in self-defense. At least then he didn't black out and kill that poor kid just for being stronger than him—
No. If he starts thinking like that, he's going to lose himself again. Mondo takes a deep breath and shakes his head again as if to clear it.]
Sorry, it's just... a lot to take in, I guess. I'm really sorry you've been back there too, Maizono. Did you—
[He stops himself immediately after that's out there, wincing.]
Shit, sorry. I doubt you wanna talk about it any more than I do.
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Slowly the tension leaves him as he works through his thoughts on it. It's truly unfortunate that Sayaka's experiencing it too, but... at least he's not the only one. That thought sickens him and Mondo shakes his head.
...Then he realizes that looks like it was in response to her question and immediately backtracks.]
It's— Yeah, I'm... I'm fine.
[He's not sure he is, really. He hasn't processed it. Hell, of course he hasn't - he hasn't even come to terms with what happened to Fujisaki, let alone what happened recently. Though in some sick, twisted way, it's almost better that he killed Kuwata in self-defense. At least then he didn't black out and kill that poor kid just for being stronger than him—
No. If he starts thinking like that, he's going to lose himself again. Mondo takes a deep breath and shakes his head again as if to clear it.]
Sorry, it's just... a lot to take in, I guess. I'm really sorry you've been back there too, Maizono. Did you—
[He stops himself immediately after that's out there, wincing.]
Shit, sorry. I doubt you wanna talk about it any more than I do.