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Lorenz Hellman Gloucester ([personal profile] nobiliteased) wrote in [community profile] sranks2019-11-10 10:54 pm

and if there's love in this life, there's no obstacle

[Everyone knows the story about soulmates. They say that when two people who are destined to be together meet, they exchange words that are marked on one another. Those words when spoken by your soulmate will cause the marks to tingle and you'll know. The stories have never explained how one would know, but it's the sort of fairy tale that everyone in FΓ³dlan buys into. In fact, it's practically a requirement to spend a great deal of time talking about your soulmate and daydreaming about what they look like, act like, sound like.

Even Lorenz wasn't immune to that, though he was very young when his father started insisting he cover up the words on the inside of his left arm. He was still an idealistic child when he was told to stop dreaming about a soulmate. A noble's duty is to their house and their lands; one cannot get caught up in wild daydreams when securing an heir is far more important. What if his soulmate were to be a man, or perhaps worse, a commoner?

So Lorenz stopped dreaming. He stopped thinking about what color his soulmate's eyes would be, or what their laugh would sound like, or even the words marked on his arm.

Noble blood alone cannot help one on the field of battle.

In truth, it was a bit hard to ignore just how strange the words were. Such a thing would be unthinkable to come from the lips of a noble at all, which is perhaps why his father was so insistent that he forget all about his soulmate. FΓ³dlan is a very large place; the odds of Lorenz actually hearing those words from his soulmate are incredibly low.

And yet.

It happened out of the blue, after the Battle of the Eagle and Lion. It was a mock battle, but one that pit the three houses against one another; one that his father had been so proud of winning and one Lorenz had done his best to succeed in. Unfortunately, the Golden Deer house wasn't the victor this time. It was not an entirely crushing defeat, but the Black Eagles house had several students still standing at the end, which was a bit embarrassing as far as Lorenz was concerned. It felt like they hadn't done enough.

But everyone had gathered together for a grand feast anyway, hosted by the house leaders. Claude didn't even cause any trouble, surprisingly, though he did insist on trying to chat with everyone and had even dragged the Imperial princess Edelgard over for a bit. Their conversation had been amicable, but ultimately nothing particularly noteworthy.

At least until those damning words left her mouth.

"Noble blood alone cannot help one on the field of battle."

He'd said something about nobility and how it tied into his desire to succeed, or something along those lines, and she'd responded immediately, with a tight expression that he couldn't quite place. He would have dismissed the conversation entirely had he not felt the sudden tingle running up his arm, as though those words were being carved into his skin anew. It wasn't painful, but his arm did twitch a bit and Claude looked at him strangely, and he had tried to hide the fact that he knew.

As it turns out, it isn't really something that can be described. You just know when you've found your soulmate. It's almost like stating a fact you've known all along; the sky is blue, water is wet, a noble's duty is to guide the commoners.

Lorenz had retired early, mostly to give himself time to think. Edelgard is his soulmate, and it seemed likely that she would recognize this as well. So where do they go from here? If he were to write his father about this, he has no doubts that his father would insist he pursue this. Marrying a commoner is out of the question, but marrying the Imperial princess? That would propel House Gloucester to heights unimaginable. Merging House Gloucester with the Empire and House Hresvelg certainly might have some downsides, but who could be more noble than a princess?

Logistically speaking, House Gloucester can only benefit. And yet he hesitated, and hadn't started writing a letter to his father about it.

He still hasn't, even though it's been a week.

In truth, Lorenz isn't entirely sure what he's been waiting for. Perhaps he's expecting Edelgard to make the first move, to seek him out and confront the inherent awkwardness that finding a new soulmate seems to bring. Does everyone find it this awkward? He can only imagine they do, especially given how little he actually knows of Edelgard as a person. But shying away from it is unbecoming of a noble, so Lorenz has decided enough is enough.

He catches Edelgard outside of the Black Eagles classroom after their lessons are over, offering her a smile.]


Edelgard, a moment, if you would?

[...And because he knows a certain shadow is always at the princess' elbow:] Alone, perhaps?
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-11 07:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[Edelgard will gladly walk closer when he reveals his wrist to her, intending to read out those very words that he had apparently heard from her. Surely it would be easy enough to recall them, but having a wrench like this thrown into her plans would still be a problem...

...]


Lorenz, I can't read a single thing.

[Edelgard's...honestly, she's confused. She doesn't know a single thing about soulmates and really doesn't intend to, but she's not sure what's worse; the idea that he could be lying to her (which angers her), the idea that some people in this world are born without soulmates (which angers and saddens her), or the idea that there's something there, possibly, but she just can't read it. (which is frustrating)

Really, Edelgard can't hide the frustration that she feels as she looks back up to Lorenz, releasing his wrist and trying to keep herself calm. She's been in far more tense situations, she can deal with this with grace.]


I sincerely hope that you aren't lying to me. [...She doesn't let that linger for long.] But the fact that I can't see anything does not make any sense. All I can see is a black smudge, and not a single word that I may have said to you.

[Edelgard doesn't like not being in control of the situation, and it shows in how frustrated she's starting to get.]

Do you know anything about such a phenomenon?
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-11 09:03 pm (UTC)(link)
[To her credit, Edelgard does actually try to listen to Lorenz when he tries to defend himself. Edelgard doesn't really know anything about him outside of what she's learned of House Gloucester through studying and the rumors of his behavior. Still, him trying to defend himself either means he was caught in a lie or that he has more standards than anyone is willing to give him credit for...]

...What?

[But then he drops that little revelation on her and she's sincerely not sure how to feel.]

That's entirely counter-productive to finding one's soul mate, and it makes no sense at all. Why exactly would such a thing be necessary? What can you tell me about--

["Lady Edelgard."

Hubert's voice cuts in from behind Edelgard, silent as the grave as ever--when did he wind up coming over? Lorenz likely saw him before she did, if he was paying attention, and her vaguely accusatory, interrogating words cease as she turns to face him, before he starts to speak again--]


Ah, Hubert, you have perfect timing. [Edelgard gestures for him to come over, though--] Lorenz, please hold still for a moment--Hubert, could I ask you to take a look at his wrist, and tell me what you see?

[...This isn't what he was expecting to carry out, but Hubert doesn't let that show on his face. "Very well, then." Hubert goes over easily, staring down at Lorenz's wrist in order to see just what he's lying about and--

...Well, his face is certainly going on a journey. He was certainly there to hear those words, and Edelgard's starting to get concerned. Lorenz clearly isn't lying at this point, but Edelgard's wondering just what damning thing she must have said at this point. Before Edelgard can ask him to clarify, Hubert speaks up.

"Noble blood alone cannot help one on the field of battle."

Hubert utters those damning words and Edelgard feels her veins run with ice. She had simply been meaning to chastise Lorenz for placing so much stock in simple nobility, but to think that something like that would be how Lorenz found out that she's his soulmate, of all things--]


...I can't say I expected something like that to be how you would find out about your soulmate.

[Edelgard's really trying hard to not be entirely thrown by this again, but she refuses to falter. Even if she's not really acknowledged that she, of all people, is Lorenz's soulmate, it's a lot to handle?

...And she can't help but be wondering why she'd get stuck with him, of all people...]


I owe you an apology, then, for accusing you of lying to me. [...] I'm certain that you can imagine that this situation is rather awkward, with our positions considered.

[...Finding the proper words to say is hard, and she's just kind of metaphorically dying? It's not showing on her face--Hubert's likely the only one who can tell that she's thrown and not sure what to do, but on the surface, at least, she seems calm and considering her actions.]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-12 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
[Yeah, this is...definitely going to be something that needs a lot of consideration. Something like this is going to throw a wrench in a great many plans, and the simple fact of the matter that he's her soulmate is making her wonder if the Goddess really does have it out for her at this point.]

Your apologies are accepted. I don't believe that any of us could have anticipated this situation turning out the way that it has.

[And that much is true, if nothing else. Seriously, Edelgard is still trying to process this, because she's not exactly sure what she did to deserve this?

Still, Lorenz is at least being reasonable, rather than being Ferdinand but purple, so she can at least try to be reasonable in kind.]


Yes. That would be beneficial to us both. [edelgard oh my god] Shall we meet back here this evening, then, to discuss our decisions?

[...This evening might not be enough time, but Edelgard does believe that she can be efficient enough to compartmentalize just what to do in that allotted time. That, and getting accosted randomly is something Edelgard would like to avoid; she does still have much to do. If she can manage her tasks and talk to Hubert about this, perhaps they can come to a conclusion that doesn't raise too much alarm, while at least seeing if he could prove useful.]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-12 05:19 am (UTC)(link)
In that case, we shall take our leave. I will meet you here this evening.

[Listen. In this house we deal with our problems efficiently and without lollygagging. Even if it's probably the worst course of action. It's fine! It's completely fine. Everything is going to go fine.

In any case, Edelgard will excuse herself easily and take both herself and Hubert out of there. Needless to say, they have...much to talk about--much about their plans and just how many wrenches this is going to throw into them. Rejecting him outright would be the safest bet, certainly, but there's certainly benefits to allowing this ball to fall into Lorenz's court. Having House Gloucester as an ally in the war that they'll wage in due time would be a boon, certainly; they're a powerful house, and having their full backing and support would grant them an edge. There's no denying that.

The risks, of course, come with whether Lorenz will truly stand by them, or if he'll only prove to be a nuisance in the end. He's certainly proven to be someone who benefits all too much from the nobility in it's current state, after all. It's rather doubtful that they could sway him on his views...

And yet...well, Edelgard does want to see if his mind could be changed. He must have had those words printed on him for a reason; perhaps they could serve as a lesson. A way to prove that the world is rotten to the core, and needs to be uprooted entirely.

...There's something selfish there as well, something that wants to see this through--something that wants him to prove her wrong, so that maybe when the war is won, such frivolity could be...

No. Edelgard won't allow herself that. She can't take her eyes off of her goal, and all that she needs to do.

She comes to an agreement with Hubert to at least attempt to take him under the Black Eagles' wing, if he is amendable to such a thing. No courting, no getting involved--a simple offer. If he refuses, then he refuses; Edelgard won't pursue this further. If he takes it...well, that's a bridge that she'll cross once she gets there, but surely taking him into the Black Eagles would be a reasonable choice.

Edelgard's decision is made by the time she comes back to that spot in the garden, early enough so that she may be able to rehearse what she'll say in her mind. It won't do her well to grow nervous--she can't afford to be, and so she won't. That's as simple as it needs to be.

All that matters now is what Lorenz decides to do.]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-12 06:12 am (UTC)(link)
[There he is. He's punctual, if nothing else; Edelgard's lips do twitch up a bit into a smile, something at least pleased enough with him for showing up in the first place.]

Of course. I'm not in the habit of making arrangements that I cannot meet.

[Edelgard states that with pride, though it's on to business once that much is out of the way. She's nothing if not slightly predictable, at least in that regard.]

But before we both get carried away, we should discuss what we intend to do about our... [...What word do you even use to describe this hot mess...] ...situation, as it were. I have given it much due thought, and I do believe that I have come to a conclusion that might benefit us both.

[Of course...]

However, I don't intend to offer such a thing lightly. [Edelgard's tone is as serious as ever, and utterly business-like, if anything.] What would you like to come of this, if anything at all?

[It's a question that's definitely blunt, but it will give her an idea of just what she needs to do, and how she needs to word such an offer to him. This is something she feels entitled to know, so of course she's going to ask it.

...She certainly hopes that he's not going to ask outright to court her. She'd likely die on the spot.]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-12 06:57 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, good, they're on the same wavelength then. That actually gets something of a more genuine smile out of Edelgard; having control over the situation like this is good, and knowing that he's thinking similarly is good. It means that she can still salvage this.

...Not that she's sure why she wants to put more stock into this, but...]


I feel the same way. The future is unpredictable as it stands, and making any plans like that without properly knowing one another is ill-advised.

[It's an easy answer, though not entirely honest; the future is unpredictable because Edelgard intends to re-write it entirely, but Lorenz doesn't need to know that.]

I think that your solution would work quite well. [...] In fact, if you're so inclined, I would be willing to speak with the professors to arrange for you to work with the Black Eagles. You could transfer classes, or perhaps simply work with us on the missions that we are sent out to complete; that would surely allow us more time to get to know one another. Would either of those solutions suffice?

[This...is actually going much smoother than Edelgard was anticipating, honestly. Enough that she is putting the ball in his field; she's not sure if he would be so willing to leave the Golden Deer even on a temporary basis, but he is putting a lot of stock into this...]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-13 10:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[...This is going a lot more reasonably than Edelgard expected. Not that she was expecting the worst possible outcome, but she has to admit, it's actually nice that this all went so well. He'll be able to work with the class, they can see what happens, and Edelgard can keep an eye on him. It's the perfect solution.]

I certainly agree. It would be better to allow everyone--including ourselves--the time needed to adjust.

[At least for the time being. Edelgard doesn't know if this is something that will last, after all, but the thought of pursuing this even for a little while is...nice. It's frivolity that Edelgard was certain she'd never indulge in.]

Thank you for agreeing to this. I'm certain that it will prove to be beneficial, no matter the result.

[...Of course, with this much done, it begs the question of what to do now. Certainly letting him go would likely give them more time to adjust, but it still doesn't seem...right, Edelgard's sure. Her look goes briefly contemplative before going back to something more firm.]

Tell me, am I keeping you from anything?

[...Edelgard that's. The most backwards way of trying to ask if he's free or if he wants to spend more time together...]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-14 11:13 pm (UTC)(link)
[Oh, that's good. Edelgard can work with that, and she's tempted to suggest something before he decides to...be rather forward...Edelgard's eyes widen briefly, before shifting to a somewhat awkward look.]

Lorenz, I think for the time being we should stick to something more platonic. [...] Or at the very least, something less likely to start rumors around the monastery...

[that is so forward, what were you, raised in a barn??? or in the same place where the king of lacking tact ferdinand came from???]

Would the library suffice instead? We could read together; I do have some studying that I need to do for tonight's homework, and perhaps we could help one another be prepared.

[...edelgard you just turned your hypothetical friendship-date into a work-date, oh my god]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-15 12:21 am (UTC)(link)
[.......................................i mean]

Let us be off, then. We should have a couple hours of peace and quiet.

[In this house we do things quickly and efficiently, and that includes spending time with others. Edelgard sees little wrong with this; she's sure that Lorenz will appreciate the time for his own studying, and this certainly won't start rumors. It's a win win!!

The library is perhaps thankfully pretty empty, at any rate; Edelgard looks around, seeing...Linhardt asleep on a table, because of course he is, and Annette and Mercedes cleaning up. There are a few other students around reading too, but first...]


Why don't you go get a few books and pick out a table for us? [...It's said as if there's no arguing that much, but Edelgard's smile is confident enough.] I need to go procure my own books, and take care of a pressing problem. I shall meet with you shortly.

[...edelgard you are so bad at this]
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-15 01:05 am (UTC)(link)
[...The pressing problem is likely one Lorenz can slightly hear in the background while he goes and picks out his books--Edelgard is efficient in picking something that won't raise too many eyebrows, and some tactical books are always welcome, but once those are picked, the matter of Linhardt sleeping is swiftly taken care of as Edelgard lectures him about falling asleep in here. Linhardt winds up staying and reading, but he's definitely very pointedly ignoring anything going on.

She's certainly not going to allow him to laze about, at any rate. Edelgard soon joins Lorenz, setting her books down and taking a seat across from him.]


Thank you for waiting for me-- [Edelgard's eyes wander over to his books, ever nosy, before they set upon the reason magic books. It gets a nod of approval from Edelgard.] It's good to see that you're taking your studying quite seriously.

[Edelgard has been curious about such things, actually...she's always focused on her axe training to the exclusion of much else, but having magic would be a boon...]

Do you mind too terribly if I borrow one for a moment?
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-15 01:38 am (UTC)(link)
[Oh, that's...actually rather nice of him. Edelgard gladly takes the book and starts to pour over it's contents.]

It truly is. Quite a few of my house members have taken special interest in reason magic, and what they do on the battlefield with it is nothing short of spectacular. It's a sight to behold in battle.

[Having seen Dorothea Thoron a fool who thought they could get a hit on her is the most fascinating thing, and Hubert's dark magic in general is a terrifyingly exciting sight.]

I've simply never had the patience to learn it, at home. I'm starting to think that might have been a mistake; reason magic is an incredible field of study. What spells are you studying, currently?
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-15 03:27 am (UTC)(link)
She specializes in dark magic, correct? It is a rather fascinating subset of reason magic, I must admit.

[Edelgard remembers her, in the battle--casting spells left and right. Lysithea has always been someone that Edelgard has some level of curiosity about, but with her work...well, she hasn't found the time to try and speak to the mage. Of course there's plenty of worry about her having faced the same circumstances...

Edelgard doesn't want to focus on that. Instead, she listens to what Lorenz has to say, nodding her head in agreement.]


I see. As long as you keep working towards learning those spells, you are certain to get better at using them; learning anything is all about practice, in order to ensure that you master what you set out to learn.

[...ironically enough, Edelgard actually learns Bolganone, that's going to be hilarious later on.]

Practically speaking...it is always good to have multiple ways to defend yourself. You never know what sort of enemy you could be facing on the battlefield, and one must be expected to improvise in order to survive.

[Edelgard's eyes seem to stop on the page of a basic fire spell, pouring over just what to do and how to do it...it seems simple enough, at any rate.]

Perhaps I may have to join you in those lessons, then. This does not seem to be too hard to grasp.
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[personal profile] enbarr 2019-11-15 04:26 am (UTC)(link)
[That wouldn't surprise Edelgard either, honestly. Or if the Church simply was trying to discard any of those books out of fear...it wouldn't surprise Edelgard, at any rate.

None the less, Edelgard does agree with Lorenz easily.]


Unless one is completely devoid of magical potential, of course. But you won't find me disagreeing with you in the slightest. In battle, one should always have more than one skill up their sleeve.

[...Like we're not having Caspar learn magic, a. he'd be terrible at using it and b. if he were good at using it, he'd find some way to blow himself up...

Edelgard's brow does quirk a but at the notion that he'd like for her to join him--and that she'd grasp it quickly, at that.]


Whether I will grasp it quickly or not remains to be seen...I wouldn't place so much faith in something that has yet to be proven.

[...Despite the slight admonishing, there is a twitch at the corner of Edelgard's lips. The idea of it isn't so bad; she's not sure if this is due to the soulmate bond or something but hearing that is nice, even if she can't accept the compliment so easily.]

However...I would like to join you. I would like to see if I am capable of learning and utilizing reason magic. With enough work, perhaps I will be able to catch up to you, and then we may learn together.

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