[His default response to that question - a question that should be simple and easy and straightforward - is no, and he honestly isn't sure when he reached a point where he refuses to allow himself happiness. Is it because he could have put Lady Edelgard's plans in danger, or does this go even further?

It isn't the first time he's stopped to wonder why he's like this, but he refuses to focus on it now.

Marianne's words do get him to look at her, searching her expression for anything to imply that this is a trick, that there's more to this. He doesn't think she's trying to hurt him, but... years of caution make it incredibly hard to trust anyone.]

I can't allow myself to be selfish, especially if it means I'll hurt you.

[That's not the only problem, but that is the primary one.]

I can never be someone worthy of your affection. You are... a kind and caring individual, someone who has been hurt over and over again by this cruel world. I could never forgive myself for bringing any more harm to you. I want you to be happy.

[It's difficult to admit it, but the words happen anyway and he fights to keep his gaze from shifting away again.]