[Her question gets him to glance up at her, though it isn't long before he's looking away.]
I was being selfish. I chose my happiness over everything else. I knew this has the potential to end badly for Lady Edelgard's plans and I still pursued it. Even more than that, though... I knew it could only hurt you in the end, and I still couldn't bear to let you go.
More than anything, I really did want a chance to be happy with you, even if it was short-lived.
[And that... Honestly, it's terrifying to admit. It's painful to admit. And her words...]
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I was being selfish. I chose my happiness over everything else. I knew this has the potential to end badly for Lady Edelgard's plans and I still pursued it. Even more than that, though... I knew it could only hurt you in the end, and I still couldn't bear to let you go.
More than anything, I really did want a chance to be happy with you, even if it was short-lived.
[And that... Honestly, it's terrifying to admit. It's painful to admit. And her words...]
You are far too kind to someone like me.