[Sonic pauses, finally finishing the last touches to get Neo back in perfect order. It'll never be perfect as Eggman could likely ensure that he'll always be--hell, Tails could probably do it faster. But Sonic wanted to do this, and he's hopeful that Neo will be satisfied by the job as well.
But Sonic listens to Neo, and there's something determined in him. Determined to get Neo to see himself, to see that there is more to him than he's willing to acknowledge.
To maybe, on his own terms, break the shackles that bind him.]
You're wrong. [Sonic's words are firm, and full of conviction.] You ever looked in a mirror lately, Neo? You can't tell me that the way you look right now is a result of Eggman's genius. Or even just a result of that. And what about that whole plot to rule the world, the one you were willing to go behind Eggman's back for?
[Sonic's doing an amazing job of keeping a level head right now, but his voice still carries the fiery determination that made him try to shout that Neo was alive, all of those days ago.]
You wanted something for yourself there, and you were willing to seize it with your own two hands. To fight all of us for it, including old Egghead there. You gave all of this to yourself, and you wanted us all--the whole world, to see you as you were. You said it yourself; see you as you are, unafraid of anything.
Even here...you saved my life, even when that Octofish could have done your job for you. I could've been left dead here and you wouldn't have anymore obstacles to being the real Sonic anymore. And you still saved my life, because you couldn't accept anything less than you getting the final blow on me. And you're not even the first machine to go against your programming; you remember Omega, right? He was able to tell Eggman that he was done and make something of himself. Rouge and Shadow, they made sure of that.
You're not just code, Neo. You being here, right now, the way you are...that's proof of that. Everything you've done is proof of that. You made yourself into something you wanted to be, and nobody here can take that from you.
[Sonic places his tools on the ground now that he's done, and while he's almost certain Neo's going to smack his hand away...one of his hands moves, and it places itself on one of those spiky shoulder blades. Something he didn't have, prior to becoming Neo Metal Sonic.]
[Those words again. Unafraid of anything. He remembers saying them, and yet it almost feels like they weren't his words at all. How could he experience fear in the first place, when he doesn't have feelings to begin with? But the power that came with that form, with surpassing his own limits and becoming something stronger, something he was certain could finally succeed in filling his primary goal...
If he could seize it again, he would. In that moment, he was certain he could do anything. There was no hesitation. There was no circular arguing and questioning locked deep within his own mind. He was not shackled by his own views of what he should be, and he was not chained by Eggman's orders or demands - he was truly, truly free.
Could he experience that once again? Is that even possible without taking that form once more? If he can cast off the doubts, the uncertainties, the fear—
He would seize it with his own two hands. Regardless of what it takes.]
Is that why I was brought here? To... give me the opportunity to be... me?
[Not to be Eggman's weapon. Not to be the Metal Overlord. Not to be Sonic's doppelganger. But instead to be simply Neo, an opportunity he otherwise wouldn't have again.
No, he's attributing intention to something the mages already admitted did not have a reason in picking those brought to this world. Still... the thought is almost... comforting, in a way. Warm, like the hand on his shoulder.]
I wanted nothing more than to return home. I thought that if we did that, everything would go back to the way it was supposed to be. That the differences this world has brought to both of us would fall away and that we would go back to being enemies again. I would no longer have to question myself.
[He finally turns just enough that he can look at Sonic, one visible optic trained on the hedgehog.]
...But I was wrong in that assumption. Things would not change simply from returning home.
[Sonic has taken the first few steps, and even given Neo a push or two to get him to walk this path as well. The least he can do is try to meet his opposite halfway.]
I want my freedom. I will not be the Doctor's again. I will remain Neo. And I will kill you, Sonic - no matter how long that may take. Your life is mine to take, and I will not let anyone or anything kill you before I can.
[...jesus christ neo what kind of attempt was that]
Sonic doesn't know why that's the first thought that enters his head, but he discards it almost immediately. After all, Neo said it himself. He wants his freedom, to not be the Doctor's again--and that's gotta, by proxy, include being Sonic's.
I can't say whether or not that was why you were brought here--but if you have this opportunity, why not seize it with your own two hands and see where it takes you?
[Now that Metal can see Sonic's face, even slightly--he can likely see how proud Sonic looks. The look on his face is still full of that determination, but he's smiling, and he looks so absolutely proud of what Neo has become. What Neo has decided to seize with his own two hands, and take for himself with no one else's input.
No longer is he Eggman's pawn. No longer will he be Eggman's pawn. Neo's decisions are his own to make, and Sonic doesn't know why he's almost tempted to kiss Neo again for that. That was something that caused this mess in the first place, maybe he should avoid giving Neo any more crises to worry about??? ...No, he knows that's impossible deep down, but Sonic at least doesn't add that on top of what's going on. Be thankful.]
I'm not gonna go and die a second before you get that opportunity. 'Course, I'm not just gonna give it to you outright because of this--if you wanna take my life, you're gonna have to work hard to make sure you can keep up with me to do it! But I don't think that's gonna be a problem for you at all. I'll keep beating you down as long as I'm able to, long as you keep pushing me to go even harder!
Take that freedom and run with it, where ever it takes you. You're not anyone's but your own, Neo, and I'm so proud of you.
[His grip remains firm on Neo's shoulder, supportive despite everything. All of his friends have tried to kill him once--what's one more for the pile??? Neo's life is his own to lead, and his own to seize, with his own purpose to find now.
[You're not anyone's but your own, Neo, and I'm so proud of you.
Once, he'd wondered if he'd ever hear words like that from Eggman. If after he killed Sonic, Eggman would be proud of him. It had been such an inane, pointless thought that he'd vowed never to think of it again, and yet hearing those words now from someone else fills him with warmth, as though his jets are on full blast.]
Then I expect you to push me to my limits - no, beyond them. I will reshape this body with my own hands as many times as it takes to kill you. And only then will I decide how I will live my life afterward.
[Maybe he won't ever be able to become Sonic. Though he was made with his doppelganger's life data, they are not the same person. He could never be the hero that so many need when they look to Sonic the hedgehog.
But that is a problem for future Neo, and it is not one he will waste any more time considering right now. They still need to return home first, and he will need to prepare an even better plan to catch Sonic off-guard.
Until that day comes, there's no reason why he can't experience their rivalry for what it currently is.
Neo finally shifts, moving to properly face Sonic with no more reason to remain turned away. He wants to reach out - to return that touch, to initiate more, to feel his heartbeat and warmth again - but he doesn't know how to go about initiating something like that. Sonic makes it look easy. Sonic makes everything look easy.
Oh, don't even worry--I'm not gonna stop keeping you on your toes for a moment. Wouldn't exactly be fair of me not to do that, right?
[Sonic laughs, and it rings out bright and cheerful and warm in this empty, almost lonely workshop. All of a sudden the space feels so much less oppressive, like it's something all their own that they've made together. Sonic doesn't even know what they are, or what this truly is at this point, but does he care? No. He feels; he doesn't think.
Sonic likes Neo; all of the different shades of him, programmed by Eggman and not. Neo's made them all his own, and seized that life of his all for himself, and Sonic likes that. Sonic likes him. His precious, irreplaceable rival. The hand on Neo's shoulder stays there, but Sonic's other hand comes up and cups Neo's cheek, opposite of that shoulder, and green eyes stare into red optics with that warm, fiery determination that Sonic is known for.]
I expect...no. I want you to stay alive, then--if it's between the two of us, then what happens happens. But nobody else is allowed to take a fatal blow at you. I'll keep learning how to do upkeep and stuff like that so you don't end up in anything but tip top shape yourself again, but nobody else is allowed to kick your butt. You're irreplaceable, Neo; no matter what happens, here or at home...don't you ever go forgetting that, yeah?
[Sonic lets that sit, once that's out there. They're so close now, and Sonic wants to hear what Neo has to say to that before anything else. Neo's choices are his own to make, but...well. Let's just say the feeling is mutual in that regard. Sonic wants nothing more than to bring them together again, to kiss Neo properly, but he wants to hear this first.
(And maybe, just maybe--he hopes Neo will understand what he means. Perhaps he'll even learn from Sonic how to feel his way forward, and take the initiative that's right in front of him. He wants to kiss Neo so bad again it hurts, but...
Maybe he just wants to see Neo want him--this, just as bad.)]
[Sonic's other hand finds his cheek and without thinking, Neo leans into it. The warmth isn't something he truly needs - were he capable of feeling cold, he could simply warm himself up, after all - but he seeks it out precisely because it's Sonic. Because he's offering these little gestures that Neo doesn't know how to initiate, and because he just wants to be close to his rival.
He still thinks that Sonic is a bit too worried about him, but it fills him with pride to know that the feeling is mutual - that Sonic is worried because he doesn't want anyone else taking his rival from him. Neo understands that, he can accept that. Just like that, the pieces of this baffling puzzle are slowly clicking into place and the world comes into clearer view once more; things have changed, and yet this much, at least, remains the same.]
Nothing will take me from you. I will come back to you, always.
[One of his hands comes up to rest against the one on his cheek. He's careful with his claws, so much more gentle than he's ever tried to be before.
Neo leans in, free hand resting on the ground near Sonic's hip to balance himself. He wants Sonic to get the message - to take the initiative he cannot. More than anything else, he wants Sonic to understand the flurry of thoughts circling in his head that no longer feel like the same oppressive force they once had been. His voice is softer now, quiet in this shared space for just the two of them.]
[As if a mirror of his own robotic self, Sonic leans into Neo's hand and closes his eyes. It feels so foreign to him--the cold fast shifting to something warm, something close as Sonic lets himself listen to Neo's words and take them in. It feels like a tangible promise, like an oath. He's never given thought to anything like this, only wanting to experience the world and everything it has to offer; to live for himself, with the friends he's made and the friends he can make in the future. But this...
Sonic's still not sure what this is, but it doesn't matter what happens. He'll never give up the fight to keep Neo on his toes, to keep himself in pristine shape for his rival--to keep pushing himself, themselves, further and further. So long as the voice inside him tells him to keep running, to keep fighting, to keep pushing them both...
Well. Does it really matter, what is wrong and what is right?]
Then I'm yours, too. Even if the day comes that you manage to really win...I'll always find a way to be with you, somehow. Promise, Neo.
[He feels it, practically, the flurry of thoughts raging in both of their minds--and yet Sonic's mind has never been more clear than in this moment. He gets the message loud and clear, and the hand on Neo's shoulder goes to settle at the back of the metallic hedgehog's head, before pulling them both together and finally closing the distance between them.
The kiss tastes like metal, and it's a little cold, but there's nowhere else that Sonic would want to be in this moment than in this little room, with his sworn rival, in their own little world. The rest of it can wait; this moment is theirs, and theirs alone.]
[Good. Good. Because he wants nothing more than exactly this. The promise that they'll be together somehow rings in his head and Neo can't help but think...
It'll be a long time before he's able to best Sonic. He doesn't mind that idea anymore. That just means he'll have more time with his rival.
The kiss is different this time; it's hard to pinpoint in exactly what way, but the air between them has changed and this isn't the same clumsy attempt that ended in a crisis. This is a vow between them - that their relationship may have changed here, but that they will still continue their best for one another. That even though they may see each other in a new light, they are still Sonic and Neo, still two opposites destined to clash.
Neo shifts, the arm not being used for balance moving to find the spines down Sonic's back, tracing through the quills and fur before settling there as if to keep him close. He isn't allowed to go until Neo lets him this time - not because of the cold, but because he desperately wants the contact, the proximity, hell maybe even just Sonic himself. Absently, he increases his body's heat, so maybe that will convince Sonic to stay put, at least for a little bit longer.]
[Life's all about living and learning; there's a part of Sonic that's almost excited to see how Neo lives his life in the moments they aren't clashing. Just what he'll do with himself, how he'll make his own life...and hell, even how he'll oppose him. It gets Sonic excited, and there is the temptation to end the kiss just so he can yap at Neo for a while, just talk about everything and anything...
But Sonic feels Neo shift and trace through his quills with his free hand, and Sonic almost chuckles into the kiss that he continues to give; if Neo wants him to stay so bad he guesses he can, but then he feels Neo start to warm up and...
Oh. That's nice, actually; Neo will likely be able to feel the way Sonic lets himself relax into Neo, bit by bit, as the hand behind Neo's head moves it's way along and touches those strange robotic spines. The things made in his own image; he wonders if Neo can feel anything, which keeps Sonic's touches on the lighter side as if wanting to memorize the reactions of his rival a bit, but that hand shifts at a thought that might be revealing a weakness of his own.
He doesn't know exactly how Neo works, but as he steadies himself with the grip on Neo's shoulder--probably the only solid thing about him at this point, given how straight up boneless he feels with how considerate Neo's being in sharing his body heat. He's practically melting into the guy--Sonic's hand goes to gently run a thumb along one of Neo's ears, to see how he reacts. It may be a little bold, but call Sonic a little curious.
(It may be an inward signal to Neo, too--to try and encourage him to explore. Neo's always been good at mirroring him, and even if Sonic's not used to this, he's enjoying it and just wants to enjoy this time with his favorite murderous space heater. But it's permission in it's own way, too.)]
[Sonic relaxes into him and vaguely it occurs to Neo that this cannot be comfortable. He is made of unyielding steel and sharp edges meant to cut and hurt, not to hold. Maybe he can have a crisis about that later, but for now, he's more interested in all the strange new sensations that come with the proximity of someone else in his space, particularly a living, breathing being.
Neo's ears are primarily decorative; they do not bend or twitch as an organic being's would to the touch, but he's still capable of feeling it. After all, if he was entirely incapable of feeling, that would be a detriment in combat. Knowing where one is injured is important to better continue fighting, even if one cannot feel the pain that should be associated with it. This is... different. He's never been touched so curiously before, and some part of him catches onto Sonic's meaning without even realizing it.
He's as foreign to Sonic as Sonic is to him; after all, it's not like Sonic's ever truly had the opportunity to sit down and study any of the machines he was beating up.
The hand on Sonic's back remains there - because Neo is serious about keeping the hedgehog here, thanks! - but the other one moves to mimic Sonic's. His claws lightly trail up the side of the hedgehog's face and then to his ear as Neo marvels at the feeling of it. It's nothing like his own and far more flexible than he'd thought. Which yes, means that he is absolutely flicking Sonic's ear curiously, but like, what did you expect here.]
[Neo can continue to think that all he wants, but Sonic is just very happily going to continue to be a boneless hedgehog. Was he supposed to get the memo that Neo is sharp and pointy and uncuddleable??? Well, he sure didn't. Sonic is positively relaxed right now.
Though, the lack of reaction from Neo's ears is a little disappointing, Sonic doesn't mind it too much; it means that that free hand can roam a little bit, down Neo's face and jaw and onto that opposite, jagged shoulder, idling for a brief moment while he considers his next move, but Neo's a step ahead. At least a few of them, at least.
Neo follows his lead and Sonic makes a soft noise into the kiss, which has slowly just kind of settled into multiple small ones; given that Neo doesn't have a mouth, there's no sense in boring the guy, right? But Neo's hand finds his ears after trailing up his face, earning a small shudder at first before that soft oh escapes on flicking contact with his ears.
His ears do move a little bit, funnily enough; the flicking is a pleasant sensation that Sonic shudders a bit into, pleasantly surprised at how much more it makes him want to relax. It results in Sonic rubbing idle circles into Neo's shoulders, hoping the gesture is encouraging enough. His heartbeat has relaxed almost entirely, and it's...
...Man, it's the most comfortable he's felt in a long time.]
[Is that a good sound? If it wasn't, Sonic likely would have stopped kissing him to tell him so, so Neo assumes it is. It's a very nice sound, regardless. Something he's never heard from Sonic before and something he very much wants to commit to his memory - though earning a few more to go along with it would be nice too.
Sonic should be able to feel the soft whirr and hum of machinery; though usually it's fairly quiet without his jets on, the increased heat means that his internal components are working harder than usual, making them that much louder. Not that Neo minds, of course; he could say as much if he did, and he's remaining silent.
He finally stops playing with Sonic's ear to slide his fingers back through Sonic's quills. They're so different from his own spikes; his are static and stiff, unable to be bent or moved at all. Perfect for stabbing, if he decided to headbutt someone, but mostly just decorative and edgy. Sonic's are different. They are flexible and almost as soft as his fur, easily moving with Neo's claws as he does the equivalent of petting Sonic. Is this how you raise affection with your Chao boyfriend??]
[Sonic definitely feel that--honestly, a lot of that is going a long way toward making Sonic absolutely relaxed. He doesn't always crash at Tails' house, but it reminds him of those winter times when he does, with one of those little plug-in heater fans going in the room. It feels like a strangely nice white noise, the more Sonic listens to it, and Sonic keeps kissing along his boyfriend(?)/rival's silly face as he finds himself chuckling a bit softly. He honestly wouldn't mind falling asleep here...
But he's not going to bore Neo, and he's especially not going to stop once Neo gets it into his head to go through his quills--Neo gets another one of those light shudders, and man, Sonic...isn't used to this. He really hasn't let anyone this close; sure, he probably wouldn't mind cuddling with the homies for fun, but you can't just ask that, can you? At least Neo seems to be craving this as much as he is, and one of his hands goes and settles on Neo's side for a moment as he...
Well. A fun fact for Neo; when a hedgehog is very content and comfortable or getting pet in just the right spot? They purr. And Sonic hasn't completely realized it yet, thinking it's another one of those machine noises coming from Neo, but he's absolutely purring up a storm the longer this goes on. Enjoy that!!! Even when his mouth is occupied, it seems Sonic can't shut up--]
[Neo is acutely aware of the sounds his machinery makes and what each and every one of them means, so this sudden, unfamiliar noise must be coming from Sonic. But it isn't another soft sound, instead it's something completely different. He cants his head to the side as his fingers still against Sonic's head curiously.
At first he thinks Sonic is shaking. The soft tremors running through him could mean any number of things, but the steady rate of them is confusing. Trembling can be a sign of cold (impossible, as Neo is plenty warm right now) or an emotional reaction, though Neo couldn't even begin to guess at what those emotional reactions might mean. Though this coupled with the odd noise...]
Do you like this?
[His voice is quiet, though it still cuts through the silence far too harshly for his own liking. There's no reason not to ask; it isn't as though he has a mouth to be occupied by the kisses, after all. But then it occurs to him that Sonic will probably start talking instead of kissing him and damn, he really should've thought this through. The kisses are nice, though...]
[It takes a couple of seconds for Sonic to respond; he's a little slow on the uptake with how he's feeling, but that noise stops briefly as he pokes his head up just a little bit to look at Neo, head tilting very slightly.]
Yeah? Trust me, I wouldn't be here if I wasn't. This is...this is real nice actually, heh.
[It starts again when he idles a bit, when his eyes close and he presses another couple of kisses on Neo's cheek, chuckling in the process.]
I like it here, with you. You're warm. Honestly, I could probably stay here all day if you keep this up... [Though, idly, he thinks to ask...] This isn't gonna cause any problems for your internals or anything, yeah...?
[It comes out almost a little drowsy sounding, but the purring persists as long as Neo's got his hand in those quills. He doesn't quite go back to kissing yet, electing to nuzzle Neo a bit while he waits for a response.]
[Hmm. Nuzzling is an acceptable compromise. Nuzzling is something he can return as well, though his movements are a bit stiffer, more mechanical; a copy of what Sonic's been doing to him.]
No. At most, I will require approximately 3% longer to charge. Hardly noteworthy at all.
[And even if it were to cause problems, Neo would find a way to fix it himself, because he doesn't want to stop. He's never had the opportunity to hold someone like this. He's never had the opportunity to be gentle before. He doesn't want this moment to end.
Neo falls silent for a long moment, machinery humming softly as he nuzzles against his rival.]
...We should move before someone returns.
[...Look at all the moving he's doing right now, though.]
[Huh. That's good to know at least, though Sonic might be putting welding on his list of things to learn in the future just in case. Nice as this is, he'd rather not have Neo develop any problems from keeping him warm.
But maaaaaaan...]
But you're so waaarm...
[Neo nuzzling into him is really nice, and at least makes the comment feel slightly less like a complaint while he's doing it. Even he has to admit Neo's right, though, and Sonic will lift his head up a bit, bringing one of his hands up to cup Neo's cheek. He really doesn't want to move at all, honestly, and he's not moving much more than this right now, the hand at Neo's hip just kind of going around his rival's back, but a little lighter and less possessive. Knowing their luck, someone would walk in, and...
...
Well, he's not sure if it'd hate it, honestly. But it'd involve questions he's not sure he knows the answer to. So there's a little bit of quiet in the room after that, before Sonic speaks up.]
...I could take you back to my place, if you want? [Sonic chuckles a bit at the thought, though there's a brief spike in heartrate that Sonic decides to ignore as he moves to look into Neo's eyes with a bit of a grin on his face.] I kinda just wanna take up more of your time right now, but if you're really worried about someone coming in, we can move there. Unless you'd prefer yours.
[Sonic's thoughts mirror his own; the idea of having to explain this to anyone is the problem, not the idea of being caught cuddling his rival. Neo's undoubtedly going to have a hard time explaining this to himself once he has time to process everything, so to an outsider? Hard pass.
He notices the sudden spike in Sonic's heartbeat, which he assumes is a good thing...? Hearts are such baffling organs that react in confusing ways, and his databanks do not contain nearly enough information on how they work and how they react to emotion in order to discern exactly what that means. But even if it's a bad thing, there's really only one option.]
Your place. I haven't bothered returning to mine.
[...Perfectly normal things, don't worry about it—]
Lead the way. We can resume... [a brief pause as he tries to figure out how to word it] this once we are at yours.
neo please don't tell him you've gone homeless or couldn't go back after letting sonic sleep in the bed--]
You can--wait, right, uh. People usually call it cuddling, if that helps? It's basically that. [He forgets that Neo probably doesn't have a point of reference for this, amending easily. It's not quite teasing; more affectionate than anything, and if anything his heart picks up from the excitement of showing Neo his space. Realistically, it's giving Neo ammo on him, but it's honestly kind of nice? Sonic doesn't know why, but...] But that sounds good to me! Come on, let's get going, then!
[...It does take a little bit longer to get up than Sonic would like, but he'll at least hold out a hand to help Neo up if he wants it--he'll gladly lead the way; he lets go of Neo's hand after, admittedly, but it isn't a long walk to the apartment complex that Sonic lives at, and Neo can see the way he greets people along the way. A lady and her kid waving brightly gets a wave back; one of his CR greets him and he says he'll stop over sometime to catch up. The apartment owner quirks her brow a little bit at Sonic's friend, still not used to even him--but just tells him not cause a ruckus, with a noted tone that implies to not cause one again while Sonic chuckles.
Sonic's apartment is about as easy to spot as he said, a while back; along with what seems to be a bag of something that smells delicious or foul depending on your tolerance for cheap takeout that Sonic brings inside, there is a noticeable amount of stickers on it from various places, and at least one sticky note complaining about them that Sonic takes off easily, opening the door to his apartment for Neo.]
Well, let me be the first to wish you a warm welcome to Casa de Sonic; my own little slice of home! Feel free to make yourself at home and take a load off, yeah?
[The apartment itself is pretty decorated, is something Neo can notice as he goes through, though clearly not to the point that Sonic would like; he's only been here for about a month and change, but he's got it decked out fairly nicely, and doesn't...seem to have a concept of putting items away? Like. Everything he owns is practically out, and while it isn't much, it's somehow still a lot, and it's not exactly organized in any visible way. A souvenir from one part of town, a couple from another, some handmade crafts and a few pictures in frames...some on a couple corkboards that Sonic seems to have begun filling out, and even a few pictures just taped to the wall...Sonic, honey, your lease...
There's also just. A fair amount of trash on the floor, but it's not much older than a night or two, thankfully??? Sonic is a little on the messy side, unfortunately, and the apartment just seems to be all one room with a little division where the kitchen area is. Of which only the microwave seems to see any consistent use.
But it's lived in. That much is noticeable. There's a nice big couch at least with a couple dark blue blankets on there, though it seems to be the only big furniture in the house, from the look of it.]
Cuddling. He commits the term to memory and silently vows that he'll have to do more research into such things. There was no need to give him any of this as a reference point within his databanks, so his knowledge is extremely limited. It feels nice, though, and that's all that matters right now.
Though Neo hardly needs to take Sonic's hand to get up, he does anyway just to feel the warmth again for a little longer. It's not surprising when Sonic pulls away, and Neo lets him go, but...
Well, it doesn't matter, since they're going to Sonic's place anyway. It isn't as though it's difficult to memorize the path there - and Sonic did tell him where it was earlier, after all - but there's something different about following his rival there. Sonic has made quite a few friends here, hasn't he...? But then, of course he has. He has far too many friends back home, after all. A bright, sunny hedgehog like that is bound to collect more than a few friendly faces wherever he goes.
...It feels a little strange for him to be here. They may look similar, but every single one of their differences paints a clear picture of who - what Neo is. He's a weapon. He fashioned this form for battle, for killing and yet somehow, it almost feels as though his original form would be a better fit for this world.
He wonders, idly, if Sonic prefers his original form.
Anyway, they make it to Sonic's place and Neo takes in the sights curiously. He can pinpoint where some of those stickers and various souvenirs are from simply from having come across something similar in his own explorations of this world, but there are so many that he doesn't recognize. The place could stand to be organized and better-maintained... but unlike the apartment Neo was given when he arrived, this one actually looks as though it's been lived in.
Even though Sonic told him to "take a load off", Neo remains standing near the door, arms folded behind him as he looks around the place, almost like he's trying to take up less space. He's... not really sure what to do now that he's here...]
It seems you've settled in well.
[...And then, almost as an afterthought:] Do you miss our world?
[Sonic chuckles at that, while he gets the takeout in the microwave.]
I mean, I'd hope so! Who knows how long I'm gonna be living here, you know? I wanna make my mark on this place somehow.
[Sonic kind of keeps moving about the house for a little bit--it's probably interesting, because Sonic just really doesn't stay still very much. It's not the greatest cleaning job in the world, but he clears the counter space off and puts it in the trash, replaces the trashbag, puts the...trashbag by the trashcan, because he can absolutely get to it later...
He opens the fridge as Neo asks that question, though, and it gives Sonic a bit of a pause and finally causes him to look at his rival. His expression seems a little in thought, but he shrugs a bit once he's done thinking.]
I mean, kind of, yeah? I like seeing new places, don't get me wrong, but they do say home is where the heart is. I miss seeing the chili dog guys I'd usually see near town after I crash at Tails' place, some of the noises of the city, my friends from home and stuff like that, but...
It ain't bad, here! Kind of nice to have a space that's just mine.
[Which probably says both nothing and everything at the same time. It's not like Sonic makes a mess of Tails' house; that's just not his style. Still, he does look at Neo continuing to be near the door, and kind of just chuckles a bit and walks over to the door (leaving...the fridge open...), going to take one of Neo's hands and try to guide him on in.]
You can sit on the couch, you know! It's no big deal, it's here for everyone, no invitation needed. Or are you just taking in the sights?
[Neo watches, red optics following Sonic without him budging from his spot in the slightest. The answer he gets is about what he was expecting; of course Sonic misses home, but he is the sort to always be on the move. He enjoys the thrill of new places, new challenges, and new adventures. It makes sense that he would still be handling this place well.
It's almost amusing how different they are in that regard. Maybe he should try to see this place in a similar light. Looking at it as a new opportunity can't hurt any, anyway.
It's that latter part that gets him to pause, though. It's never really occurred to Neo to question Sonic's living arrangements back home, but it sounds as though he likely was staying with one of his friends. A place that's just his, huh...
Oh, but then Sonic's taking his hand, and Neo allows his rival to guide him in.]
I'm not familiar with the living spaces of others. It's... interesting.
[All of his time has been spent in Eggman's bases, which are completely different from Sonic's room here. Pristine, cold, and unwelcoming steel and machinery have been "home" to him far more than any actual living space. He's never even seen Eggman's living quarters, so this is vastly different from what he's used to. Which is part of the reason why he was so content taking up a corner of the workshop; it was far more familiar than an apartment ever could be.]
Huh. Yeah, I guess that tracks. Can't imagine Egghead really gave any of you guys any consideration for that...
[He can only imagine how utilitarian and boring Eggman forces his robots to live like. If they even do. It seems like Eggman goes through most robots like most girls he knows go through clothes...poor guys.
Either way, Sonic will close the door on the way toward getting Neo to the couch, but he doesn't lock it behind him or anything; no need to make Neo feel trapped. But he does guide Neo over to the couch, and even seems to impulsively grab one of the thinner of the blue blankets and tries to drape it on Neo's shoulders...
...Before chuckling a bit, because--]
Right, forgot you don't...really gotta worry about that. Gimme one second, Neo.
[It's...strange how nice that gesture was, because it really just is Sonic being considerate--he usually ends up kicking the blankets off at night so they're mostly decoration, anyway. It almost felt affectionate, which is...
Something Sonic's not going to give too much thought to. It's just the two of them being rivals. No sense in overthinking it, it's just two rivals being bros. Anyway, let him...finally go close that fridge door, first off, and second off go get his food which is the Ellipsa equivalent of chinese takeout, and let him set that on the arm of the couch--
When Sonic finally settles down with Neo, though, he leans into his metallic rival nice and easy if allowed, just kind of sighing as if letting out the day's stress.]
What do you think of it, though? Must be a little weird to get used to, yeah?
All we require is a place to charge and perform maintenance.
[So yeah, Eggman never exactly let any of the robots have rooms. What use would they have for them anyway? For the many gripes he has against Eggman, that isn't one of them.
Anyway, Sonic guides him over to the couch and Neo takes a seat when prompted, looking up at Sonic curiously when he picks up a blanket because... Well. He doesn't need the warmth, obviously. An odd oversight, but one he opts not to comment on. He watches as Sonic returns with his food (thank you for closing the fridge) and then just like that, Sonic's leaning against him as if they didn't move positions at all.
And yet Neo still hesitates for a moment, one hand partially raised as if he's about to do something, but hasn't quite decided on what yet.]
There's much in this world I have to get used to.
[Neo's colder now; he redirected his energy on the way over here so as not to waste it, but now that they're in close proximity again, Sonic can likely hear the whirr of machinery picking back up as he redistributes heat. It wouldn't do to prevent Sonic from being able to eat, but their previous positioning was so comfortable... Well, there's no sense in complaining about it. He's still close to the hedgehog and can still feel his rival at his side, that's good enough for now.
His hand finally settles on the couch beside Sonic, close enough to almost be pulling his rival into his side further, but not quite there yet.]
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But Sonic listens to Neo, and there's something determined in him. Determined to get Neo to see himself, to see that there is more to him than he's willing to acknowledge.
To maybe, on his own terms, break the shackles that bind him.]
You're wrong. [Sonic's words are firm, and full of conviction.] You ever looked in a mirror lately, Neo? You can't tell me that the way you look right now is a result of Eggman's genius. Or even just a result of that. And what about that whole plot to rule the world, the one you were willing to go behind Eggman's back for?
[Sonic's doing an amazing job of keeping a level head right now, but his voice still carries the fiery determination that made him try to shout that Neo was alive, all of those days ago.]
You wanted something for yourself there, and you were willing to seize it with your own two hands. To fight all of us for it, including old Egghead there. You gave all of this to yourself, and you wanted us all--the whole world, to see you as you were. You said it yourself; see you as you are, unafraid of anything.
Even here...you saved my life, even when that Octofish could have done your job for you. I could've been left dead here and you wouldn't have anymore obstacles to being the real Sonic anymore. And you still saved my life, because you couldn't accept anything less than you getting the final blow on me. And you're not even the first machine to go against your programming; you remember Omega, right? He was able to tell Eggman that he was done and make something of himself. Rouge and Shadow, they made sure of that.
You're not just code, Neo. You being here, right now, the way you are...that's proof of that. Everything you've done is proof of that. You made yourself into something you wanted to be, and nobody here can take that from you.
[Sonic places his tools on the ground now that he's done, and while he's almost certain Neo's going to smack his hand away...one of his hands moves, and it places itself on one of those spiky shoulder blades. Something he didn't have, prior to becoming Neo Metal Sonic.]
What's this place got you questioning, Neo?
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If he could seize it again, he would. In that moment, he was certain he could do anything. There was no hesitation. There was no circular arguing and questioning locked deep within his own mind. He was not shackled by his own views of what he should be, and he was not chained by Eggman's orders or demands - he was truly, truly free.
Could he experience that once again? Is that even possible without taking that form once more? If he can cast off the doubts, the uncertainties, the fear—
He would seize it with his own two hands. Regardless of what it takes.]
Is that why I was brought here? To... give me the opportunity to be... me?
[Not to be Eggman's weapon. Not to be the Metal Overlord. Not to be Sonic's doppelganger. But instead to be simply Neo, an opportunity he otherwise wouldn't have again.
No, he's attributing intention to something the mages already admitted did not have a reason in picking those brought to this world. Still... the thought is almost... comforting, in a way. Warm, like the hand on his shoulder.]
I wanted nothing more than to return home. I thought that if we did that, everything would go back to the way it was supposed to be. That the differences this world has brought to both of us would fall away and that we would go back to being enemies again. I would no longer have to question myself.
[He finally turns just enough that he can look at Sonic, one visible optic trained on the hedgehog.]
...But I was wrong in that assumption. Things would not change simply from returning home.
[Sonic has taken the first few steps, and even given Neo a push or two to get him to walk this path as well. The least he can do is try to meet his opposite halfway.]
I want my freedom. I will not be the Doctor's again. I will remain Neo. And I will kill you, Sonic - no matter how long that may take. Your life is mine to take, and I will not let anyone or anything kill you before I can.
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Sonic doesn't know why that's the first thought that enters his head, but he discards it almost immediately. After all, Neo said it himself. He wants his freedom, to not be the Doctor's again--and that's gotta, by proxy, include being Sonic's.
And he's perfectly fine with that.]
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[Now that Metal can see Sonic's face, even slightly--he can likely see how proud Sonic looks. The look on his face is still full of that determination, but he's smiling, and he looks so absolutely proud of what Neo has become. What Neo has decided to seize with his own two hands, and take for himself with no one else's input.
No longer is he Eggman's pawn. No longer will he be Eggman's pawn. Neo's decisions are his own to make, and Sonic doesn't know why he's almost tempted to kiss Neo again for that. That was something that caused this mess in the first place, maybe he should avoid giving Neo any more crises to worry about??? ...No, he knows that's impossible deep down, but Sonic at least doesn't add that on top of what's going on. Be thankful.]
I'm not gonna go and die a second before you get that opportunity. 'Course, I'm not just gonna give it to you outright because of this--if you wanna take my life, you're gonna have to work hard to make sure you can keep up with me to do it! But I don't think that's gonna be a problem for you at all. I'll keep beating you down as long as I'm able to, long as you keep pushing me to go even harder!
Take that freedom and run with it, where ever it takes you. You're not anyone's but your own, Neo, and I'm so proud of you.
[His grip remains firm on Neo's shoulder, supportive despite everything. All of his friends have tried to kill him once--what's one more for the pile??? Neo's life is his own to lead, and his own to seize, with his own purpose to find now.
Maybe that is the reason he was brought here.]
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Once, he'd wondered if he'd ever hear words like that from Eggman. If after he killed Sonic, Eggman would be proud of him. It had been such an inane, pointless thought that he'd vowed never to think of it again, and yet hearing those words now from someone else fills him with warmth, as though his jets are on full blast.]
Then I expect you to push me to my limits - no, beyond them. I will reshape this body with my own hands as many times as it takes to kill you. And only then will I decide how I will live my life afterward.
[Maybe he won't ever be able to become Sonic. Though he was made with his doppelganger's life data, they are not the same person. He could never be the hero that so many need when they look to Sonic the hedgehog.
But that is a problem for future Neo, and it is not one he will waste any more time considering right now. They still need to return home first, and he will need to prepare an even better plan to catch Sonic off-guard.
Until that day comes, there's no reason why he can't experience their rivalry for what it currently is.
Neo finally shifts, moving to properly face Sonic with no more reason to remain turned away. He wants to reach out - to return that touch, to initiate more, to feel his heartbeat and warmth again - but he doesn't know how to go about initiating something like that. Sonic makes it look easy. Sonic makes everything look easy.
Does he like Sonic the hedgehog?
Yes.]
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[Sonic laughs, and it rings out bright and cheerful and warm in this empty, almost lonely workshop. All of a sudden the space feels so much less oppressive, like it's something all their own that they've made together. Sonic doesn't even know what they are, or what this truly is at this point, but does he care? No. He feels; he doesn't think.
Sonic likes Neo; all of the different shades of him, programmed by Eggman and not. Neo's made them all his own, and seized that life of his all for himself, and Sonic likes that. Sonic likes him. His precious, irreplaceable rival. The hand on Neo's shoulder stays there, but Sonic's other hand comes up and cups Neo's cheek, opposite of that shoulder, and green eyes stare into red optics with that warm, fiery determination that Sonic is known for.]
I expect...no. I want you to stay alive, then--if it's between the two of us, then what happens happens. But nobody else is allowed to take a fatal blow at you. I'll keep learning how to do upkeep and stuff like that so you don't end up in anything but tip top shape yourself again, but nobody else is allowed to kick your butt. You're irreplaceable, Neo; no matter what happens, here or at home...don't you ever go forgetting that, yeah?
[Sonic lets that sit, once that's out there. They're so close now, and Sonic wants to hear what Neo has to say to that before anything else. Neo's choices are his own to make, but...well. Let's just say the feeling is mutual in that regard. Sonic wants nothing more than to bring them together again, to kiss Neo properly, but he wants to hear this first.
(And maybe, just maybe--he hopes Neo will understand what he means. Perhaps he'll even learn from Sonic how to feel his way forward, and take the initiative that's right in front of him. He wants to kiss Neo so bad again it hurts, but...
Maybe he just wants to see Neo want him--this, just as bad.)]
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He still thinks that Sonic is a bit too worried about him, but it fills him with pride to know that the feeling is mutual - that Sonic is worried because he doesn't want anyone else taking his rival from him. Neo understands that, he can accept that. Just like that, the pieces of this baffling puzzle are slowly clicking into place and the world comes into clearer view once more; things have changed, and yet this much, at least, remains the same.]
Nothing will take me from you. I will come back to you, always.
[One of his hands comes up to rest against the one on his cheek. He's careful with his claws, so much more gentle than he's ever tried to be before.
Neo leans in, free hand resting on the ground near Sonic's hip to balance himself. He wants Sonic to get the message - to take the initiative he cannot. More than anything else, he wants Sonic to understand the flurry of thoughts circling in his head that no longer feel like the same oppressive force they once had been. His voice is softer now, quiet in this shared space for just the two of them.]
I am yours to destroy.
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Sonic's still not sure what this is, but it doesn't matter what happens. He'll never give up the fight to keep Neo on his toes, to keep himself in pristine shape for his rival--to keep pushing himself, themselves, further and further. So long as the voice inside him tells him to keep running, to keep fighting, to keep pushing them both...
Well. Does it really matter, what is wrong and what is right?]
Then I'm yours, too. Even if the day comes that you manage to really win...I'll always find a way to be with you, somehow. Promise, Neo.
[He feels it, practically, the flurry of thoughts raging in both of their minds--and yet Sonic's mind has never been more clear than in this moment. He gets the message loud and clear, and the hand on Neo's shoulder goes to settle at the back of the metallic hedgehog's head, before pulling them both together and finally closing the distance between them.
The kiss tastes like metal, and it's a little cold, but there's nowhere else that Sonic would want to be in this moment than in this little room, with his sworn rival, in their own little world. The rest of it can wait; this moment is theirs, and theirs alone.]
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It'll be a long time before he's able to best Sonic. He doesn't mind that idea anymore. That just means he'll have more time with his rival.
The kiss is different this time; it's hard to pinpoint in exactly what way, but the air between them has changed and this isn't the same clumsy attempt that ended in a crisis. This is a vow between them - that their relationship may have changed here, but that they will still continue their best for one another. That even though they may see each other in a new light, they are still Sonic and Neo, still two opposites destined to clash.
Neo shifts, the arm not being used for balance moving to find the spines down Sonic's back, tracing through the quills and fur before settling there as if to keep him close. He isn't allowed to go until Neo lets him this time - not because of the cold, but because he desperately wants the contact, the proximity, hell maybe even just Sonic himself. Absently, he increases his body's heat, so maybe that will convince Sonic to stay put, at least for a little bit longer.]
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But Sonic feels Neo shift and trace through his quills with his free hand, and Sonic almost chuckles into the kiss that he continues to give; if Neo wants him to stay so bad he guesses he can, but then he feels Neo start to warm up and...
Oh. That's nice, actually; Neo will likely be able to feel the way Sonic lets himself relax into Neo, bit by bit, as the hand behind Neo's head moves it's way along and touches those strange robotic spines. The things made in his own image; he wonders if Neo can feel anything, which keeps Sonic's touches on the lighter side as if wanting to memorize the reactions of his rival a bit, but that hand shifts at a thought that might be revealing a weakness of his own.
He doesn't know exactly how Neo works, but as he steadies himself with the grip on Neo's shoulder--probably the only solid thing about him at this point, given how straight up boneless he feels with how considerate Neo's being in sharing his body heat. He's practically melting into the guy--Sonic's hand goes to gently run a thumb along one of Neo's ears, to see how he reacts. It may be a little bold, but call Sonic a little curious.
(It may be an inward signal to Neo, too--to try and encourage him to explore. Neo's always been good at mirroring him, and even if Sonic's not used to this, he's enjoying it and just wants to enjoy this time with his favorite murderous space heater. But it's permission in it's own way, too.)]
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Neo's ears are primarily decorative; they do not bend or twitch as an organic being's would to the touch, but he's still capable of feeling it. After all, if he was entirely incapable of feeling, that would be a detriment in combat. Knowing where one is injured is important to better continue fighting, even if one cannot feel the pain that should be associated with it. This is... different. He's never been touched so curiously before, and some part of him catches onto Sonic's meaning without even realizing it.
He's as foreign to Sonic as Sonic is to him; after all, it's not like Sonic's ever truly had the opportunity to sit down and study any of the machines he was beating up.
The hand on Sonic's back remains there - because Neo is serious about keeping the hedgehog here, thanks! - but the other one moves to mimic Sonic's. His claws lightly trail up the side of the hedgehog's face and then to his ear as Neo marvels at the feeling of it. It's nothing like his own and far more flexible than he'd thought. Which yes, means that he is absolutely flicking Sonic's ear curiously, but like, what did you expect here.]
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Though, the lack of reaction from Neo's ears is a little disappointing, Sonic doesn't mind it too much; it means that that free hand can roam a little bit, down Neo's face and jaw and onto that opposite, jagged shoulder, idling for a brief moment while he considers his next move, but Neo's a step ahead. At least a few of them, at least.
Neo follows his lead and Sonic makes a soft noise into the kiss, which has slowly just kind of settled into multiple small ones; given that Neo doesn't have a mouth, there's no sense in boring the guy, right? But Neo's hand finds his ears after trailing up his face, earning a small shudder at first before that soft oh escapes on flicking contact with his ears.
His ears do move a little bit, funnily enough; the flicking is a pleasant sensation that Sonic shudders a bit into, pleasantly surprised at how much more it makes him want to relax. It results in Sonic rubbing idle circles into Neo's shoulders, hoping the gesture is encouraging enough. His heartbeat has relaxed almost entirely, and it's...
...Man, it's the most comfortable he's felt in a long time.]
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Sonic should be able to feel the soft whirr and hum of machinery; though usually it's fairly quiet without his jets on, the increased heat means that his internal components are working harder than usual, making them that much louder. Not that Neo minds, of course; he could say as much if he did, and he's remaining silent.
He finally stops playing with Sonic's ear to slide his fingers back through Sonic's quills. They're so different from his own spikes; his are static and stiff, unable to be bent or moved at all. Perfect for stabbing, if he decided to headbutt someone, but mostly just decorative and edgy. Sonic's are different. They are flexible and almost as soft as his fur, easily moving with Neo's claws as he does the equivalent of petting Sonic. Is this how you raise affection with your
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But he's not going to bore Neo, and he's especially not going to stop once Neo gets it into his head to go through his quills--Neo gets another one of those light shudders, and man, Sonic...isn't used to this. He really hasn't let anyone this close; sure, he probably wouldn't mind cuddling with the homies for fun, but you can't just ask that, can you? At least Neo seems to be craving this as much as he is, and one of his hands goes and settles on Neo's side for a moment as he...
Well. A fun fact for Neo; when a hedgehog is very content and comfortable or getting pet in just the right spot? They purr. And Sonic hasn't completely realized it yet, thinking it's another one of those machine noises coming from Neo, but he's absolutely purring up a storm the longer this goes on. Enjoy that!!! Even when his mouth is occupied, it seems Sonic can't shut up--]
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At first he thinks Sonic is shaking. The soft tremors running through him could mean any number of things, but the steady rate of them is confusing. Trembling can be a sign of cold (impossible, as Neo is plenty warm right now) or an emotional reaction, though Neo couldn't even begin to guess at what those emotional reactions might mean. Though this coupled with the odd noise...]
Do you like this?
[His voice is quiet, though it still cuts through the silence far too harshly for his own liking. There's no reason not to ask; it isn't as though he has a mouth to be occupied by the kisses, after all. But then it occurs to him that Sonic will probably start talking instead of kissing him and damn, he really should've thought this through. The kisses are nice, though...]
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Yeah? Trust me, I wouldn't be here if I wasn't. This is...this is real nice actually, heh.
[It starts again when he idles a bit, when his eyes close and he presses another couple of kisses on Neo's cheek, chuckling in the process.]
I like it here, with you. You're warm. Honestly, I could probably stay here all day if you keep this up... [Though, idly, he thinks to ask...] This isn't gonna cause any problems for your internals or anything, yeah...?
[It comes out almost a little drowsy sounding, but the purring persists as long as Neo's got his hand in those quills. He doesn't quite go back to kissing yet, electing to nuzzle Neo a bit while he waits for a response.]
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No. At most, I will require approximately 3% longer to charge. Hardly noteworthy at all.
[And even if it were to cause problems, Neo would find a way to fix it himself, because he doesn't want to stop. He's never had the opportunity to hold someone like this. He's never had the opportunity to be gentle before. He doesn't want this moment to end.
Neo falls silent for a long moment, machinery humming softly as he nuzzles against his rival.]
...We should move before someone returns.
[...Look at all the moving he's doing right now, though.]
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But maaaaaaan...]
But you're so waaarm...
[Neo nuzzling into him is really nice, and at least makes the comment feel slightly less like a complaint while he's doing it. Even he has to admit Neo's right, though, and Sonic will lift his head up a bit, bringing one of his hands up to cup Neo's cheek. He really doesn't want to move at all, honestly, and he's not moving much more than this right now, the hand at Neo's hip just kind of going around his rival's back, but a little lighter and less possessive. Knowing their luck, someone would walk in, and...
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Well, he's not sure if it'd hate it, honestly. But it'd involve questions he's not sure he knows the answer to. So there's a little bit of quiet in the room after that, before Sonic speaks up.]
...I could take you back to my place, if you want? [Sonic chuckles a bit at the thought, though there's a brief spike in heartrate that Sonic decides to ignore as he moves to look into Neo's eyes with a bit of a grin on his face.] I kinda just wanna take up more of your time right now, but if you're really worried about someone coming in, we can move there. Unless you'd prefer yours.
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He notices the sudden spike in Sonic's heartbeat, which he assumes is a good thing...? Hearts are such baffling organs that react in confusing ways, and his databanks do not contain nearly enough information on how they work and how they react to emotion in order to discern exactly what that means. But even if it's a bad thing, there's really only one option.]
Your place. I haven't bothered returning to mine.
[...Perfectly normal things, don't worry about it—]
Lead the way. We can resume... [a brief pause as he tries to figure out how to word it] this once we are at yours.
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neo please don't tell him you've gone homeless or couldn't go back after letting sonic sleep in the bed--]
You can--wait, right, uh. People usually call it cuddling, if that helps? It's basically that. [He forgets that Neo probably doesn't have a point of reference for this, amending easily. It's not quite teasing; more affectionate than anything, and if anything his heart picks up from the excitement of showing Neo his space. Realistically, it's giving Neo ammo on him, but it's honestly kind of nice? Sonic doesn't know why, but...] But that sounds good to me! Come on, let's get going, then!
[...It does take a little bit longer to get up than Sonic would like, but he'll at least hold out a hand to help Neo up if he wants it--he'll gladly lead the way; he lets go of Neo's hand after, admittedly, but it isn't a long walk to the apartment complex that Sonic lives at, and Neo can see the way he greets people along the way. A lady and her kid waving brightly gets a wave back; one of his CR greets him and he says he'll stop over sometime to catch up. The apartment owner quirks her brow a little bit at Sonic's friend, still not used to even him--but just tells him not cause a ruckus, with a noted tone that implies to not cause one again while Sonic chuckles.
Sonic's apartment is about as easy to spot as he said, a while back; along with what seems to be a bag of something that smells delicious or foul depending on your tolerance for cheap takeout that Sonic brings inside, there is a noticeable amount of stickers on it from various places, and at least one sticky note complaining about them that Sonic takes off easily, opening the door to his apartment for Neo.]
Well, let me be the first to wish you a warm welcome to Casa de Sonic; my own little slice of home! Feel free to make yourself at home and take a load off, yeah?
[The apartment itself is pretty decorated, is something Neo can notice as he goes through, though clearly not to the point that Sonic would like; he's only been here for about a month and change, but he's got it decked out fairly nicely, and doesn't...seem to have a concept of putting items away? Like. Everything he owns is practically out, and while it isn't much, it's somehow still a lot, and it's not exactly organized in any visible way. A souvenir from one part of town, a couple from another, some handmade crafts and a few pictures in frames...some on a couple corkboards that Sonic seems to have begun filling out, and even a few pictures just taped to the wall...Sonic, honey, your lease...
There's also just. A fair amount of trash on the floor, but it's not much older than a night or two, thankfully??? Sonic is a little on the messy side, unfortunately, and the apartment just seems to be all one room with a little division where the kitchen area is. Of which only the microwave seems to see any consistent use.
But it's lived in. That much is noticeable. There's a nice big couch at least with a couple dark blue blankets on there, though it seems to be the only big furniture in the house, from the look of it.]
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Cuddling. He commits the term to memory and silently vows that he'll have to do more research into such things. There was no need to give him any of this as a reference point within his databanks, so his knowledge is extremely limited. It feels nice, though, and that's all that matters right now.
Though Neo hardly needs to take Sonic's hand to get up, he does anyway just to feel the warmth again for a little longer. It's not surprising when Sonic pulls away, and Neo lets him go, but...
Well, it doesn't matter, since they're going to Sonic's place anyway. It isn't as though it's difficult to memorize the path there - and Sonic did tell him where it was earlier, after all - but there's something different about following his rival there. Sonic has made quite a few friends here, hasn't he...? But then, of course he has. He has far too many friends back home, after all. A bright, sunny hedgehog like that is bound to collect more than a few friendly faces wherever he goes.
...It feels a little strange for him to be here. They may look similar, but every single one of their differences paints a clear picture of who - what Neo is. He's a weapon. He fashioned this form for battle, for killing and yet somehow, it almost feels as though his original form would be a better fit for this world.
He wonders, idly, if Sonic prefers his original form.
Anyway, they make it to Sonic's place and Neo takes in the sights curiously. He can pinpoint where some of those stickers and various souvenirs are from simply from having come across something similar in his own explorations of this world, but there are so many that he doesn't recognize. The place could stand to be organized and better-maintained... but unlike the apartment Neo was given when he arrived, this one actually looks as though it's been lived in.
Even though Sonic told him to "take a load off", Neo remains standing near the door, arms folded behind him as he looks around the place, almost like he's trying to take up less space. He's... not really sure what to do now that he's here...]
It seems you've settled in well.
[...And then, almost as an afterthought:] Do you miss our world?
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I mean, I'd hope so! Who knows how long I'm gonna be living here, you know? I wanna make my mark on this place somehow.
[Sonic kind of keeps moving about the house for a little bit--it's probably interesting, because Sonic just really doesn't stay still very much. It's not the greatest cleaning job in the world, but he clears the counter space off and puts it in the trash, replaces the trashbag, puts the...trashbag by the trashcan, because he can absolutely get to it later...
He opens the fridge as Neo asks that question, though, and it gives Sonic a bit of a pause and finally causes him to look at his rival. His expression seems a little in thought, but he shrugs a bit once he's done thinking.]
I mean, kind of, yeah? I like seeing new places, don't get me wrong, but they do say home is where the heart is. I miss seeing the chili dog guys I'd usually see near town after I crash at Tails' place, some of the noises of the city, my friends from home and stuff like that, but...
It ain't bad, here! Kind of nice to have a space that's just mine.
[Which probably says both nothing and everything at the same time. It's not like Sonic makes a mess of Tails' house; that's just not his style. Still, he does look at Neo continuing to be near the door, and kind of just chuckles a bit and walks over to the door (leaving...the fridge open...), going to take one of Neo's hands and try to guide him on in.]
You can sit on the couch, you know! It's no big deal, it's here for everyone, no invitation needed. Or are you just taking in the sights?
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It's almost amusing how different they are in that regard. Maybe he should try to see this place in a similar light. Looking at it as a new opportunity can't hurt any, anyway.
It's that latter part that gets him to pause, though. It's never really occurred to Neo to question Sonic's living arrangements back home, but it sounds as though he likely was staying with one of his friends. A place that's just his, huh...
Oh, but then Sonic's taking his hand, and Neo allows his rival to guide him in.]
I'm not familiar with the living spaces of others. It's... interesting.
[All of his time has been spent in Eggman's bases, which are completely different from Sonic's room here. Pristine, cold, and unwelcoming steel and machinery have been "home" to him far more than any actual living space. He's never even seen Eggman's living quarters, so this is vastly different from what he's used to. Which is part of the reason why he was so content taking up a corner of the workshop; it was far more familiar than an apartment ever could be.]
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[He can only imagine how utilitarian and boring Eggman forces his robots to live like. If they even do. It seems like Eggman goes through most robots like most girls he knows go through clothes...poor guys.
Either way, Sonic will close the door on the way toward getting Neo to the couch, but he doesn't lock it behind him or anything; no need to make Neo feel trapped. But he does guide Neo over to the couch, and even seems to impulsively grab one of the thinner of the blue blankets and tries to drape it on Neo's shoulders...
...Before chuckling a bit, because--]
Right, forgot you don't...really gotta worry about that. Gimme one second, Neo.
[It's...strange how nice that gesture was, because it really just is Sonic being considerate--he usually ends up kicking the blankets off at night so they're mostly decoration, anyway. It almost felt affectionate, which is...
Something Sonic's not going to give too much thought to. It's just the two of them being rivals. No sense in overthinking it, it's just two rivals being bros. Anyway, let him...finally go close that fridge door, first off, and second off go get his food which is the Ellipsa equivalent of chinese takeout, and let him set that on the arm of the couch--
When Sonic finally settles down with Neo, though, he leans into his metallic rival nice and easy if allowed, just kind of sighing as if letting out the day's stress.]
What do you think of it, though? Must be a little weird to get used to, yeah?
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[So yeah, Eggman never exactly let any of the robots have rooms. What use would they have for them anyway? For the many gripes he has against Eggman, that isn't one of them.
Anyway, Sonic guides him over to the couch and Neo takes a seat when prompted, looking up at Sonic curiously when he picks up a blanket because... Well. He doesn't need the warmth, obviously. An odd oversight, but one he opts not to comment on. He watches as Sonic returns with his food (thank you for closing the fridge) and then just like that, Sonic's leaning against him as if they didn't move positions at all.
And yet Neo still hesitates for a moment, one hand partially raised as if he's about to do something, but hasn't quite decided on what yet.]
There's much in this world I have to get used to.
[Neo's colder now; he redirected his energy on the way over here so as not to waste it, but now that they're in close proximity again, Sonic can likely hear the whirr of machinery picking back up as he redistributes heat. It wouldn't do to prevent Sonic from being able to eat, but their previous positioning was so comfortable... Well, there's no sense in complaining about it. He's still close to the hedgehog and can still feel his rival at his side, that's good enough for now.
His hand finally settles on the couch beside Sonic, close enough to almost be pulling his rival into his side further, but not quite there yet.]
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